Killing Loneliness

III

Once Raven arrived in her room, she went straight to her wardrobe and picked out what she was going to wear for the rest of the day. She was feeling lazy so she decided on a Metallica shirt and some black sweatpants. She put on some fuzzy burgundy socks, since it was getting chilly outside. She picked up her phone and headed downstairs.
She decided on watching re-runs of The Vampire Diaries since she had nothing else better to do. This is what most of her days consisted of: waking up late, eating breakfast at noon, staying home all day watching Tele, going out and coming back drunk, and falling asleep around 2am. She couldn't help it, she knew she needed help but couldn't bring herself to do it. She considered telling her friends about her condition but she thought that it was too much for them to bare. They would think differently of her and she didn't want that. So she kept that a secret even though she knew that they noticed something off about her. She usually just shrugs it off.
She picked up her phone and checked for anything. She had received 3 messages from Ash, one message from her friend Lynsy, and had a missed call from Gerard. She decided to reply back to Ash.
" Hey, sorry I didn't see your message earlier. I accidentally slept more than I intended to. " She quickly sent the message and put down her phone to go do her makeup. She got her makeup bag from her broken vanity table and went back downstairs. She placed her makeup on her kitchen table with a mirror that she brought. Beeeeeeepppp.
She picked up her phone and read what was sent to her. " I hate when that happens to me. It's okay, no worries. I was wondering if you wanted to hang out? Just you and me? Since you didn't want to go bowling? Are you up for it?"
Raven looked over the message couple of times while biting her lip. She does this a lot, when she gets nervous. She didn't know that to say. She didn't want to say no because she thinks that's rude but she didn't EXACTLY want to go either. After taking some time contemplating it, she finally agreed and told her to pick her up in an hour. She finished up putting on her makeup and made her way back downstairs for what seems like the 100th time. After she was finished she checked herself in the mirror. She chose ripped black skinny jeans over her sweatpants and put on her black high top vans with the same Metallica shirt and a nice black leather jacket to finish off the look. Her long green hair was straightened and teased a little on the top. She was wearing heavy eyeshadow and thin eyeliner making her crystal grey eyes light up even more. She wore chapstick and switched out her plugs for some tunnels. Once she thought she looked decent, she picked up her phone, wallet, and keys and stuffed them in a little bag and headed outside where Ash was already waiting for her.