Chapter 4

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**Skip to last period**

(Y/N's POV)

Its now 2:25pm and the bell for dismissal has just rung. The thought of the little talk that me and the girls are gonna have has been playing in my head since the end of lunch. This can either go well and the girls will understand it or this can go bad and they won't want anything to do with me.

Ugh. You just had to flirt and find your confidence today...on the FIRST day back to school...good job, Y/N.

I told the girls that they could ride home with me considering they both rode with Ally in her car. I made sure to text Dinah and tell her to grab Normani and meet me out front of the school.

When I reach the front I immediately see the two  beauties that have taken over my thoughts.

"Hey, Princess. Hey, BabyGirl"

They turn around at the sound of my voice.

"Y/N, Hi!"

"Hey, Y/N/N!"

They both flash their pretty smiles at me and return them with a small one.

"Are you girls ready?"

They look at each other and then back to me.

"Yeah, we're ready."

"Mkay, let's go."

I lead them to my car and open the front and backseat doors for them. They give me a small thank you and then I walk to the driver seat and pull out of the parking lot.

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We arrive at my house quickly. The ride was only about 10-15 minutes long. I unlock the house door and lead the girls to my room. No one is home until sometime after 6:30pm, so, we have a good amount of time.

"Okay, so, my reason behind me flirting with both of you today has to do with my self-esteem, confidence, insecurities, ya know, stuff like that.
At my old school I had a good amount of friends and out of them all I always felt out of place. I mean everybody had something. A lot of them had their looks and I was told multiple times I was just the "DUFF" of the group. Ha. I mean I know it was just a saying from the movie but it hurt knowing that not only did I feel as though I didn't fit in but other people pointed it out. Not to mention I didn't really let anyone know how I felt about it I just kinda started doing my own thing and never really put myself out there with all the confidence. I started drifting from everyone and stop taking the chances I normally would. People started realizing the change in my attitude but I never said anything. The fact that I was able to talk to you girls with out a problem made me feel happier. Flirting like that isn't something I do just for the simple fact that I see that as a big risk of embarrassment and rejection. I usually become a nervous wreck and most likely will hyperventilate and shit like that. Ha. Just the simple fact that I was able to make you smile and blush was amazing to me, but that just caught my attention. What made me start to like you girls was your personalities. Dinah, you challenge me, test my limits and it brings me out of my shell a little more each time. You're goofy too and its amazing. Normani, you're shy, at least when I talk to you you are and I know that that's not the normal you just by the way your friends look so shocked when I make you blush or giggle. The thought of me being able to change the way you act just by a simple statement makes me feel better about myself and I really like the idea of being able to be content with being me again."

I said this before I looked either one of them in the face.

"I know my reasoning for my flirting is stupid but to me it means A LOT, like, you don't understand, but if you do please tell me so that I know you won't stop talking to me once you guys leave this room."

With that final statement I look up and meet both of their eyes and I see nothing but understanding in them. I slightly relax and wait for them to respond.

Dinah is the first to speak.

"Babe, you shouldn't let what other people say affect you. You're gorgeous and whoever thinks otherwise must be blind as hell!"

I can't help but to laugh at how she lightened the mood with her goofiness. Normani giggles and then speaks.

"She's not lying, Baby. We understand. Me and Dinah know how it is to be insecure. Just know that you and your confidence is sexy as hell and I don't want to see it go away any time soon."

I blush and hold a slightly shocked look on my face at the fact that they both complimented me and Normani gained a spark of confidence herself.

I soon come back from my shocked state and smile.

"So you guys don't have a problem with me liking the both of you?"

"Nope."

"Not me."

They look at each other and smirk with knowing looks while I look lost as hell.

"Just so you know, me and Mani do have an on and off thing going on so if you do end up making one of us your "Future Wifey"...the other will still be around."

"Yeah, we do everything together, so, don't be surprised if someone says we are dating."

They both looked at each other and then interlaced their hands with each others with smiles on their face.

I can't help but smile. Its just something about them. They're perfect.

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Sorry it took so long for an update😬

It would've been done sooner but my break was used for visiting my grandmother💕💕 who I don't see to often and I wanted to spend as much time with her as possible and then I've been busy with school so....

BUT I'll try and update whenever I can😊

I hope everyone has a good day/night and I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter
Let me know

~K.💜

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