Love, Again .:. 2jae

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jaebum's pov:

i miss you.

i want to be able to hold you in my arms and call you mine again.

i know i made a mistake, but i need you back. 

i don't know what i'll do without you.

tell me,

why won't you talk to me anymore?

every time i get close or we make eye contact,

why do you leave?

it hurts for you that much, huh?

that you can't even look at me or you'll be reminded of what i did.

i feel guilty myself, because i lost the one person that i loved the most.

i miss your kisses and your hugs.

i miss your beautiful self all together.

it's been at least a year now since graduation that i've seen you. 

i still can't stop blaming myself for what i did.

i can't get you out of my head.

did you find someone better than me?

i hope you did because i don't deserve you,

and i never did.