Love, Again .:. 2jae

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Dear Jaebum,

I am sorry that I did this, but I couldn't handle the pain anymore. My mom died a few days after I saw you kiss that girl and it's been hard for me ever since.

She didn't even tell me that she had cancer. The doctor did when she died. I was at school when they told me the news. I am going to be able to be with my mom now Jaebum. 

Since the death I've been pretending to be happy, but I really wasn't. You made me happy though Jaebum. I was genuinely happy when I was with you, but everyone knows you don't always get a happy ending.

I know that I will never be good enough for you. I've known that since the day we first met. You deserve better then me Jaebum. I'm ugly, fat, and I'm not beautiful. You are the opposite of all of that Jaebum. So why would you date me?

Well it will all be better by the time you read this. I'll get to be with my mom and you'll find the perfect one for you. I know I was never meant to be yours. I love you Jaebum and I'm wiling to give up my love for you to be happy and to be with the one you love more than me.

I know you're sad right now, but soon you'll forget me and move on.

I love you,

Youngjae

tears were coming out of jaebum's eyes when he read this

youngjae is beautiful and perfect

and he always will be

when will he finally realize that?

he was the one that made jaebum laugh

he was the one that made jaebum happy

he was the only one for jaebum 

and he always would be