Change Me

Change Me: Prologue

" It's hard to love somebody when you can't love yourself … but I want you to change me. Change me into the person I want to be, the person I should be, the person that has no worries, the person who does love her self so she can love you. Help me, please. "

Prologue:

Zaniyah P.o.v

"Take my drink, nigga I'm buzzin

Take my trees, nigga I'm gone

Take my keys, nigga it's nothing

One of these chicks is taking me home

Take my drink, nigga I'm buzzin

Take my trees, nigga I'm gone

Take my keys, nigga it's nothing

One of these chicks is taking me home"

I walk down the street listening to August Alsina on my way to school. August is bae and everybody knows it. Ask anybody! I got all his posters, c.d's, jewlrey, clothes, everything you could think of. I may be obsessed but oh well.

As I continue on down the street I finally make it to school. I take off my earphones and put them in my bag along with my phone.

Today is the first day back from Winter break and I couldnt be more happy! Im.ready to get this year over with. Im a senior and Im ready to go.

I walk inside and smile at all the basic bitches who smile, wave, and say hi to me. I guess you could say Im really popular at school but It's mainly because of my brother, James. He use to go here before he graduated and he was hella popular. He played all the sports, got all the girls, and got good grades.

Everybody here at this school assumes I live the perfect life and Im just as perfect as Beyonce. When in reality, nobody's perfect.

I have trust issues, I dont love myself as much as I should, I care too much, I get scared, I have the flaws a lot of people have… and It sucks having to put on a show for people. - But you got to do what you got to do, right?

I walk more down the hall and as expected Darius Woods approaches me. Darius is the definition of a man whore. All he wants from a girl is sex and brain - That's it. He's been trying to get at my bestfriend Justice since 9th grade but she aint havin' it. He is a man whore! Darius is like my brother so trust me I would know. But lately I have been seeing some change in him.

darius: Wassup big head?

zaniyah: Your head is bigger than mine but hey

darius: Ight so I need to ask you something

zaniyah: Wassup?

darius: So as you know I really like Justice

zaniyah: No you dont youve just been tryna get in her pants since you laid eyes on her

darius: Nah Zaniyah you dont understand. It was like that before but It's different now. Ever since junior year I get this wierd feeling around her.

I look up at Darius as he rubs the back of his neck.

darius: Nevermind I should have never said anything I knew nobody would understand

He starts to walk away but then turns back around.

darius: Dont tell anybody

zaniyah: Darius wait

He turns around and I walk up to him.

zaniyah: I can help you but youve got to be serious about this. It's going to take a lot to show her how much you like her. All she see's you as is a player.