This whole chapter is in Bria's P.o.v.
I tried to make this chapter longer than my other ones, I hope you all enjoy.
Bria's p.o.v
The next day....
I look around my room and see Dylan sleep in my desk chair.
I sigh and sit up leaning back on my head board.
Me and Dylan are going to have a baby together and I honestly don't know how to feel about this. I feel scared, happy, sad, lonely, grateful, and weak all at the same time.
Im scared that Dylan may decide to leave me.
Im happy that I get to bring another life into this world.
Im sad I got pregnant at such a young age.
I feel lonely like nobody understands me.
I feel weak ... well, I don't know why I feel weak.
I get out of bed looking down at my belly. Im not showing yet, I guess that's good.
Oh god what am I going to do about school? It seems like every 5 minutes I think about something different.
I use the bathroom and take a quick shower and get dressed in black sweat pants, a black tank top and I put on some white socks.
I put on some mascara, lip gloss, fill in my eyebrows, and put my hair in a high ponytail and put on some hoop earings.
I go to my room and Dylan is wide awake putting his shoes on.
He stands up and gives me a kiss.
Dylan: I love you
Bria: I love you too
I put on my converse, a black nike hoodie and wall down the stairs with Dylan behind me holding my hand. We walk into the kitchen and I slightly smile at my mom and she smiles back and gives me a hug.
Yes, my mom knows.
I sit at the table with Dylan and my mom and we begin to eat breakfast.
Dylan: Goodmorning Denise
Denise: Goodmorning Dylan
We eat for a while but soon the topic that I don't really want to talk about comes up.
Denise: Have you two made plans for the baby yet? Like what your going to do? Live? Work?
Dylan sighs.
Dylan: I haven't really thought about it too much considering I just found out last night but I did do some thinking before I fell asleep and the first thing that came to mind was me and Bria moving into our own place. I understand if you think it's better for her to stay here with you though.
Denise: I think that's a great idea as long as it's near by and I get a key
She smiles and I look over at Dylan. I can't believe he wants that.
Dylan: Baby?
Bria: Yeah I think that's a good idea
He nods and kisses my hand and turns to my mother.
Dylan: I am definitely going to apply for a full time job instead of part time and take in a lot of independent study at school as well
Denise: What college were you planning to go to?
Dylan: I was never too sure but I'll be thinking about that
Denise: Baby girl what do you think you want to do?
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