Dan's POV
"Ugh' I groaned, as I lifted my head up from the desk, a patch of red on my forhead from where I had been lying on tingled. My eyes fluttered open slowly and I twisted my neck side to side trying to straighten it out again.
I stretched me fingers out and yawned loudly. My eyes flickered across to the alarm clock
5:23am
I stood up feeling the blood rush round my body. I pryed open the laptop, and checked to see if my video had uploaded yet. I had spent 19 hours trying to edit my Channel trailer, I wanted it to be perfect for my Danosaurs. They had been non-stop asking on twitter and Tumblr whether my Trailer was finished yet. I couldn't keep coming up with excuses, but I just wanted to hang with Phil and have one normal day. With just me and Phil, two bestfriends enjoying each others company.
Best friends, thats all.
"Why? Ugh, this bloody computer" I sighed, slamming the laptop and shuffling over to my bed. My laptop was always so slow, everyone always said I was late at uploading, but I'm actually not. It just the uploading bit that takes forever and a day.
I pulled the duvet up halfway still in my clothes and flopping my head onto the pillow. I was soon drifting to sleep, darkness closing in on me.
My hand slipped into his, squeezing tightly and lightly placing a kiss on his cheek and giggling as he blushed bright red. His eyes shone under the moonlight and his hair, slightly messy, swayed softly in the night breeze.
I heard footsteps behind me, and suddenly Phil's hand was swept out of mine. My hand felt cold at the loss of contact, and I pulled it up into my sleeve.
I turned towards Phil, who was no longer there and instead was in the tight grasp of a unfamiliar man. He was dragging Phil away, away from me. His screams silent, ragged, I could see the fear and pain in his eyes.
I begged my body to move, my legs to place on infront of the other but they wouldn't. I just stood there, watching my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my soulmate, dragged away from me. Leaving me cold and frightened.
He was dragged into the darkness, until the noise hit me. His scream, ringing loud in my ears. Deafening me, his eyes wide and scared. The mans, cold and unforgiving. I covered my ears, desparate to get Phil's screams out my head. I wanted to help, but I couldn't.
What sort of monster am I, letting him be taken away from me. Knowing I would never see him again.
I heard Phil let out a whisper "Dan, I thought... I thought you loved me? Why aren't you saving me? Dan, help me. Please" His voice raspy and croakey, the clear confusion in his deep blue eyes.
I tore at my hair and sat up, pulling the duvet off me. My head spinning as I ran to the bathroom, my knees lurched to the floor and I threw up into the toilet. My chest felt tight and my hands shook violently.
I heard the bathroom door open, as I squeezed my eyes shut. My hands stopped shaking as Phil placed his hand around my shoulder, and one ran through my hair, knowing how much it comforted me.
"It's okay, shh, it's just a dream, I'm here" Phil whispered, his soft breath tickling my ear "Im here now, don't worry"
I managed the gather the effort to force my eyes open and stare deep into Phil's, I placed my hand on top of his and sighed. He really wasn't taken away, he was right here.
I smiled gratefully at him, and went to wash my mouth and face at the sink to freshen up. As I left the bathroom, Phil stood up quickly and wrapped his arms around my waist. My eyes flew open at the touch, and I blushed deep red. My hands found their way to my face to cover my blush.
Phil tightened his grip and placed a kiss on my cheek, then quickly unwrapping his hands away from me and took an awkward step back, placing his hand around his neck.
"Uhh, I , erm I'm sorry I did that, I just um, I thought it would be comforting, um, I'm sorry" He blushed apologetically
"No Phil, it was comforting, it made me feel safe, thank you" I went over to him and pulled him into a hug, feeling his breath brush past my cheek.
Phil only meant it in a comforting way, right? Right. We're just bestfriends.
Phil's POV
I lay awake, hearing the constant tapping of keys on the laptop in the next room. He was always up so late editing his videos now, and he always looked so worn out. I've told him countless times to get rest, but he won't listen, he says his 'Danosaurs' want videos.
Nobody realises how much effort he puts into these videos, he's always thinking of new ideas and gets stressed easily when he can't think of anything, then comes the actual videoing, which is harder than it seems. Then of course the editing which alone takes about a whole day, then uploading and sharing it everywhere and of course replying to tweets and comments. He needs his rest, but his fans are more important to him.
Although he says I'm more important than anything else, he always finds and excuse to do stuff with me and delay his videos, he thinks his fans will get mad, but when he mentions that I'm involved the Phandom goes crazy.
I don't mind as long as he gets time to just be Dan.
I worry about him so much now though. His stress has got worse and he's having frquent nightmares. He throws up once every 2 days he has a nightmare and it's unhealthy for him. He never tells me what they're about.
I heard the bathroom door click and a muffle of sounds. My eyes slowly lift open and I run to Dan's room, seeing the bathroom light on. Of course, he's I throwing up again. I run inside and I slither my hand around his neck and ruffle his hair, the way he likes it. I just wish he'd tell me what what about so I could help.
He cleans himself up, and walks back into his bedroom, I run up behind him and place my hands around him, as I take a quick glance at his chocolate brown eyes, I lean in forward and kiss his cheek. I sigh and then realise what I've just done.
Why do I have to be so stupid?! I step back awkwardly and mumble some excuse to him, he says he doesn't mind and pulls me into a hug. I smile as relief rushes through me. He just thinks it's a friend thing. That's all, and that's how it's meant to stay.
Dan can never know, about my true feelings. To be honest, I don't know myself I just know I get the feeling of butterflies when Dan's close to me, my heart beats 10x faster and my chest gets tight. Also I get the urge to kiss him. I know it sounds stupid saying it like that, and Dan's my besfriend, but I can't deny it any longer, I do love him.
"I'm always here Dan, don't worry" I giggle as I hug him tigheter
"Thank you Phil, your the bestest friend I could have ever aksed for"
Bestest friend.
Just Friend.
Nothing more.
{A/N
Sorry I didn't realise how long this was, I just got really into it cx
Also this is my 2nd phanfic so idk whether I'm good at it, so feedback would be amazing c:
And I know there's not much fluff yet, but there will be loads more in the next chapters. I hope you liked it ^•^}
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