Arrogant meet Arrogant

chapter 28

Author Pov
After Aiden lost , Krystal change . She would glommy and she become more cold .
She would not smile at all/
Everyonr become scared of her more .
Krystal is stress .
First , Aiden is still missing
and second their family problem .
Maybe it's try that she is apple of their family but she also don't know why she didn't notice a things .
A things about they relaytionship .
Jessica just half sister .
She cry as she know that . No wonder sometimes she would hear Jessica said something like that , she really thought that its jessica habit to murmered somthing like that when she is angry .
Flash back
"Dadaa i- ia wan to go to bean!" Little soojung said as she miss pronouce and saw a beach that was an ads poster .
Daddy jung just nodded his head . "Lets go then " with that they all gets ready and prepare some food and stuff .
Jung family decide to go to beach and spending time togther . They walk to the beach while Daddy jung holding a matt and a bunch of food , Mama jung was holding some other things like a plastic glass and plate and Sooyeon who was holding their back pack of Soojung and Sooyeon things .
Soojung just like a princess walking while smilling and looks around .
Little Sooyeon sighed . Why did she just walking a head while i am behind them .
they finally reach they put one by one their things . after that Mama Jung changed Soojung cloth and Jessica just watch it as Mama jung change little soojung clothes to swimming suit . She glanced at her dad but Daddy jung just only looking to others people . she want that too
WIth that she Little sooyeon sighed again , I wish i had my mom here
with that she just decide to change it to by herself without help .
After mama Jung changed soojung Clothes
Little 4 years SooJung was running around the beach happily .
She without care just run away from her parent and make her way to the beach . She was wearing a blue swimming suit . she also was tied her hair into ponytail . she giggle as she touch the sand . her parent smiled as they saw little soojung is happily playing and they decide to let her play and they also ask their elders sister who was little sooyeon to watch little soojung who was happily playing wanting to build a sand castle . but without their parent knowing , Little jessica who was only 6 years old pouting .
She don't want to just watch little soojung but she want to play a kite since she saw all the others children played it with their father .
She just want a time with her father but she also don't know why but her father only focusing to little soojung . She want to spend time with Daddy jung too/
"But daddy , Sooyeon want to play a kite " she said while her lips is pouting and she also pointed at he others children who was playing kite with their father .
"hmm , but sooyeon , daddy just humm daddy just want to have time a bit with mama " said Daddy jung without caring about little sooyeon feeling .
with that daddy jung leave her alone in the middle of the beach . she just sigh and hoping that daddy jung kept his promise to ''only have a BIT time with mama "
She watches Soojung playing and she want to join but she don't know how to . But then she just sit beside Soojung and try to build a castle but then she still jelous over soojung . so she kick Little soojung castle . Soojung just look at her and said "Unnie - waeeyooo" but continue to build the sand castle .
"tsk tsk im not even your unnie" She mumured to herself . but little soojung just watch her confiously .
Little sooyeon wait for dad , but daddy jung forget about her . about her desire for his attention .
but being sooyeon , she just buried her sadness and try again to make her dad attention to her .
End flashback
but untill now she fail . Untill now Daddy Jung only see Soojung and not SooYeon
After Jessica left , Krystal become more stress .
She feel like she is so stupid not to realize that . she should know behind the reason why did Jessica always push her away .
She crying more . Mama Jung hug soojung and confort her .
After Aiden missing , everything becomes mess in my life . i rather Aiden bullied me than this . i miss him . she tears one more tears . at last she fall asleep with a tears in the conner of her eyes .
the next days , Krystal as always buried her feeling . All her feeling either it sadness or happinees or what ever feeling it is . She won't really show her feeling . Maybe that is the common things about The Jung Sister . Both of them rather buried their feeling than confess what they want .
"Its okay Soojung " Krystal try to motivate herself while looking at the mirror
I feel empty tho , i always the one that wake Unnie up .
Where is she going
Eventho we are just half sister , i'm sure . I love her like my own sister .
Krystal said in her mind . Its okay . let's go to school and confront her , now i need to confort her . to be honest i really don't have any idea what happens . Yes i know dad is super fancy me but he did that since i was kid and i don't really know unnie is not okay with it . i feel sorry for her . i really need to say sorry for her . and tell her i will always be her sister eventho i myself know i am not her little sister .
As she arrived to the school , she wait in class . waiting for jessica to come .
But , after an hour , she she didn't come to school . she sighed .
why does i'm bringing bad luck for everyone ?
With stress in her mind , with alot of problem in her mind , with to much sadness in her eyes , she decide to skip school for today . at least she thought to release some stress and breathing good air in aiden secret place .
As she open Aiden secret room , she saw someone already laying in the bed .
Is it Aiden ?
s he immediatley run to where the person is .
Krystal Pov
I run to that someone , As i almost reach to the bed , i stop my way .
its actually SeoJoon Park . but how can he knew this place?
"Hey , " he greet me with cheerful smile . he gets up from the bed and get up and sit in the nearest bench beside the bed . With that i sit on the bed since i had nowhere to sit .
i just nodded my head . instead of greet him back , i endeup ask him a question "why are you here and how did you know this place ?"
he chuckled and then he turn to me . "I follow Aiden and i just knew because i know how he is . He did the same when we still together as a bestfriend . what i mean is he love garden and he always build his own garden in the rooftop . and i always knew" he said while looking at me smilely . He chuckled .
"you guys is bestfrienD? unbelievable " i said while glaring at him . is he try to lie toward my face? for a god sake Aiden never have a friend beside taeng and Yul oppa .
Speaking about Aiden , he make me forget about my family problem but now its more focus on Aiden
he frown . "I'm serious , " he said while his expression seem to be sad.
"He changed a lot , from cheerful kid to this cold kid . from humble kid to arrogant kid huh ? " he continues .
"he hate me " he murmered sofly . "And i miss him so much "
as he said those word , i look at him . i miss him too .
where is he ? Aiden please comeback
Flash back
We were in the Aiden's house library .
It's was huge and seriously i want to spend time here more .
without i realise , without knowing , with to much focus , Aiden was looking at me .
"Yah what are you looking at ? go find the best poem so that we can uses a little bit their word to our song " i said to him while my eyes back on focusing on to the book .
"sometimes i wonder if you even miss me
. i wonder if you look back on all the memoried we made together and replay them in your head untill they almost make you sick . i wonder if you read the message that i  wrote in the cards i gave you every time you came to my house . i wonder if you miss me at all . i also wonder why till now you still don't accept my feeling to you "he said to me as his eyes looking deeply in me . he look sad at that time but
" aishh , yahh! why you wasting time talking about cheessy things urggh" i cutted him off .
End Flashback
i chuckle a bit . "now i knew . i always said it chessy when he said something like , 'i miss you princess ' ' i love you ' ' wait for me ' ' Why you always mad at me? i think you are lacking with vitamin me ' " i chuckle . " but right now , i understand him , it was from his heart . i realise now . he said it with full of sincere and yet i don't figured it out " i burst in tear ,
i shouting as hard as i can . "AIDENNNNN! I HATE YOUUUUUU ! you wonder if i even miss you!!!? YES ! Right now I AM MISSING YOU ! " .i burst in tears . i wiped my tears . " You wonder if i ever look back on all the memoried we made together ? AND FOR A GODSAKE , i look it back almost everydays! and you wonder if i ever replay it in my head untill they almost make me sick ? Yes Aiden , i am fucking sick missing you . PLEASE COME BACK! " i burst in tears and i begin to feel my knee is weak enough that i was landed to the flooor . i don't care if seojoon is watching me or not . i don't care , the only things i care is i want Aiden . now i know how painful is love .
SeoJoon try to pulled me up , but i push him away .
i chuckle . "it makes me realize that crying is the only way my eyes speak when my mouh cant explain how things made my heart broken. i guess my heart really broken " i giggle as my tears kept on flow out from my eyes .
At last , i don't know why . but his action remind me of Aiden . He pulled me up and carried me bridal style and put me in the bed . He smiled .
"I feel the same too when i was left by my first love .At that time  i acted like it wasnt a big deal ,but actually it really was breaking my heart . Its okay to cry " he confort me with a soft word .
"You want to know what Aiden said as i was broke down with that bitch that was left me? " he chuckle . " he said let her die , she didn't deserve you . and for being weird i am , it heal me . "
i just hear his story about how Aiden spending time with him .
How Aiden thought of sharing all his things to Seo Joon . How they grow up together .
"You want to see our (refering to Aiden and Seo Joon) photo together since we was kid? Here" he shoved me his wallet . Then i look at it . in the picture i can see two boy who was putting their hand on each other shoulder . The right boy look like he is a little bit small and he has a bigger eyes than the left boy . both of them smile happily as their smile shown . and both of them lost their both middle teeth and its make me chuckle . "is the right boy is Aiden?" i asking him . and he just nodded with smile
" I wonder why Aiden hate you , you are funny and open minded person though" i said . his smile turn to frown and a sadness come over his face .
"He hate me because he thought i am the one make his family broken . and its all missunderstand " he smiled but it still not reached his eyes .
"What is your reason ?" i said as i try so hard to read his expression . I just seeing him smile .
He smiled nervousely .
"To be very honest Krystal , It's really misunderstand . It's terible mistake . I have this bad habit since i was kid . I would always laugh and smile in a bad situation . And i guess it was my mechanism defense" he chuckle as his hand brush on his neck .
i just show my confiused looked .
and then he continued .
"its actually I really did laugh at that time but it was because i really don't knew how to react . that is my problem!" he said as he clecth his hand tight . " And i don't know why that stupid didn't notice it! we were bestfriedn since diaper and yet he didn't know . " his face red as he remember their childhood " how can he not remember when mom ask me why did i had bruise in my body and all i do was smiled and laugh ! how can he never notice my mechanism defense?! " he express his feeling to me . his eyes red , i think he is refrain himself than crying .
i just listened to him . yeah i admit . and i believe that everyone having this mechanism defense . why ? because mine it will be like i would be cold to everyone . i would just turn on my glared eyes .
and that what i would do when i was in circle of attention too .
i nodded my head as it sign of agreement .
"you right . everyone had the mechanism defense . " i said .
"And he did blame dad that dad took his mom money , yes i admit it dad really takes his mom money , but it just for investment and hnow you see it yourself . Dad did build his own company . " he sighed . "and about his family divorce matter .. its actually a mistake for both parties . I mean Dad is wrong and Mommy Liu is wrong too ! its not just dad fault! " he said . "Aiden just found out when dad is making out with my mom but DAD SAW the Worse things! He saw mommy Liu is having sex in their own house , their own room , at their first month together as married couple . And Its fair right? they both cheating towards each other . don't you think so?" he calmly said as he emphisized the DAD SAW  with his both hand .
i wided my eyes . so it really misunderstand . "And Aiden didn't know all of this?" i ask him . He looked at me , he stared at me " always . he didn't listen to my reason though and it make me sad . " he said sincerely .
"and to be honest , mommy liu and dad did discuse to divorce but then Aiden , Mommy Liu was pregnant . And dad also tolerate and decide to not make a shame towards Liu family and stay with Mommy Liu .And they think Aiden bright future . HE need dad. but dad can't hold it anymore when their 2 month , Mommy Liu kept on cheating so dad go drink at a bar that my mom was work and dad was too drunk and doing sex with my mom . After that he left . and he didn't know my existenced untill the day mommy Liu had us as their maid . And then 'boom' they busted . " he explained while a tears form in conner of his eyes .
"Aiden got a love from dad as soon as he born but me ? i don;t have dad in my side . Its not like im snatching away his dad but i am really his son too . " he said . " and now , he is missing!" he burst in tear .
I make my way to him and hug him . "we both missing him " i said .