Love Hate Thang

This is it

Zenia's P.O.V

I woke up scared i wanted to know if khalif was okay n if he was still in jail i tried his cell no answer what the fuck i must've texted him like 90 times before i had to get ready i was meeting up with devaughn we still had to catch up on things

I hoped in the shower n got dressed usually i get all cute when I'm going out but its just devaughn so i threw on some leggings with my bear paws n a jean jacket n left

I got kinda lost how tf am i supposed to remember where the damn Starbucks is at i called devaughn

"Hello "

"Aye man im over here riding around i circles"

"Hahhahaha girl watt street u on "

Ion fucking no it say mabel st."

"Oh just go fuxking straight until u see that big ass Starbucks sign"

"Oh okay"

"Yeah u gone need me to help u find the lines for the parking or u good "

"U thought u was funny"

"How about the door?"

"Fvck you nigga"

I kept going straight like he told me too finally i reached the Starbucks ion no why it was so difficult for my slow ass

I got out the car and locked my car hood rats these days be thirsty for some cars u know they be needing transportation to get to they masters ugh. I smell them dirty bitches a mile away all that d they be getting shit be smelling like a dead guy fucking ass crack.

I walked in the Starbucks looking for devaughn

"Right here stupid"

"Wassup my nigga"

Me n him talked n talked until they finally kicked us out for being loud rofl

I was on the way back home when my phone start ringing it was khalif

Mimi"s pov

Fuck jason dont stop ughh shittt right there right there dammnnnn mmmm

I found myself here again fucking my realtor its not my faultt he sooo fucking sexy i cant help myself when I'm around him Jason left n i cleaned myself up cuz i had ya job interview at mcdondals i oncee told myself i would never work at a fast food place but i guess i gotta do what o gotta do to take care f this unborn baby i hope they hire a 9 month old women

I looked down at my stomach in the shower i cant believe how big i was i couldnt even see my damn toes god i hope i get my body back or i might just cry i got in the car n was On my way to mcdondals where i hear a loud popp n water all over my car floor wtf is happening ! I pull over n realize that my water broke oh god i drove myself to the hospital n as soon as i stepped in the hospital i collapse it hurted like hell wat was this it was my first contraction fuck it hurt i couldnt get up

I closed my eyes then opened them then closed the then i opened them n saw a doctor over me telling me to push

Push!

The fuck u mean push nogga im not finna push out no baby on no fucking dusty as floo that looked like it hadnet been mopped in ages n here my ass over here laying in it lick a fool

I ttryed to get up but they pushed me back down and made me push i started pushing i just wanted it over with i heArd a cry n saw some smiles i cryed n next thing u know i was out

I woke up to some bright lights n balloons i was thinking it was from my mom but nope it was just the hospital being nice

"Wheres my baby"

I said to the nurse

She pointed in the corner N said u got ur self a beautiful baby boy right there

I got up n walked over to the little clear cradle n cried he looked just like his daddy

I took pictures n put it on Instagram i got a whole bunch of comments saying congrats but one comment stood out the most it said what hospital it was dre hmm now he cared fucking bastard i gave him the hospital name n he was there in like 5 mins i smiled when i saw him playing with baby jayden it was so cute but i couldn't stand his daddy.

I checked out of the hospital the next day and showed baby jayden his room i told jason that i hAd him and he read it n said nothing back i guess he didnt want anything to do with me after i had the baby but thats okayy cuz i got jayden n thats all i need me and dre settled on a schedule for baby jayden he gets him every friday and brings him back on mondays at least i woukd be getting a break from tht lil person screaming and yelling at 3:00 in the fucking morning just for a bottle.

Being a mother is a hard fucking job i feel like i need to be payed but i guess i chose this life style.

I had just put jay down for his afternoon nap when i hear a knock at the door

I went to go open it n as soon as i did i instantly started to cry...

Pretty short chapter excuse grammer