After brushing my teeth three times to get rid of the putrid taste I made my way to Louis room
I'm not quite sure where the sudden burst of courage came from to get to the bottom of Louis' hate for me but I guess it was for the best
I knocked lightly on his door and I heard a mumble of what sounded like come in so I did to my surprise the room was much tidier than I had expected other that the vinyl records scattered all over the floor next to Louis I noticed a few I knew
Nirvana, artic monkeys, the fray, and the neighborhood and others not so much the collection was amazing and I was completely dumbfounded, I heard a jazz song play lightly in the corner.
"okay..." he questioned as I came back from my daze
"why do you hate me?" I asked
"who said I hate you, I don't even know you"
"its obvious, you give me dirty looks you never try to interact with me I can tell you don't want me here so why all this hostility towards a girl you barely know?'
he shifted uncomfortably he knew I was right but ofcourse didn't want to admit it
"I kinda think you should atleast tell me since I think I might be around for awhile" I said pointing at my stomach
he sighed " I think you're a bad idea, this is the last thing we need is some little princess prancing around here telling everyone omg I'm pregnant with Harry styles baby the paparazzi would have a fucking fieldday if this got out, and whats next are you going to convince Harry to marry you and break up the band for some fucking one night stand who stayed around more than a night"
his words stung hard but I couldn't let him know that it hurt.
" A im not a fucking princess nor do I act like one
B I don't talk like that
C it won't get out
and D were putting it up for adoption and then I'm sure Harry will probably move and to some other girl"
it took me a moment to realize how true that is Harry isnt going to stick around forever once he can get rid of this problem he will be gone I was just supposed to be a one night stand.
"oh" it was the only thing he said
I picked up Nirvana In utero and motioned toward the record player he nodded his head as I transfered the two albums and placed the new one in the song heart-shaped box played one of my absolute favorites
"you have a good taste in music so I guess you aren't that bad"he said
and the two of us just sat there and listed to music.
