7:42 and im wide awake cuz i hate myself

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So there is this really nice girl, and she's cute, im not gonna lie, but i like my gf(ex) tracy more, any way, she was like "hey i was talking to Mr.*blocking out name*  and he says you're very outspoken...so i was wondering if you'd be willing to perform one of your pomes on Tuesday" I SAID YES! WTF BRAIN! U HAVE ANXIETY! WHY DID U SAY YES?!?!? Uggggg and i have to do it anyway for poetry club, but i thought i could just...you know...backout, but now i can't! CUZ IM A FUCK UP!

I kinda want to know why she was talking about me tho....shes bi, si maybe she likes me? Or maybe shes using me, meh either way, i still wanna die!

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