DEAR,DIARY
I don't know what to feel anymore? do i have to pretend to be ok? or can i scream out in pain? thats just the thing though nobody understand how i operate and function
when i meet myself in the darkness it takes a lot of strength not to give up, and then I remember the light.
The darkness pulls me and i lose my chance to breathe,suddenly i start chocking on the endless supply of dark matter around me . My sorrow feels everlasting. I feel like i have been trapped in the darkness for ever, but i know thats not the case . A minute without my light feels like eternity to me. Even if i were to try to be strong I know its something that can never be accomplished. Without the light I'm left to succumb to the darkness.
I want to be my hero but I'm to depend on the light. Without it I'm hopeless,lifeless,just an empty shell. The shadow needs the light to survive. I try to mask my pain, i try to be strong but i can't . I scream in agony. what is the point of living if at the end of the day I'm lost? without the light I'm not even living just surviving?
I suddenly wake up my eyes hurt from contact to the sun. I'm laying on the ground naked my feelings bare. My tears glisten on my eyes, i pull my hood on and lift my socks higher. Im cold freezing even.
“Get off the floor” someone screams to me and i willingly obey i get up and dust the dust of my clothes and head to school.
I don't know what to feel anymore? do i have to pretend to be ok? or can i scream out in pain? thats just the thing though nobody understand how i operate and function
when i meet myself in the darkness it takes a lot of strength not to give up, and then I remember the light.
The darkness pulls me and i lose my chance to breathe,suddenly i start chocking on the endless supply of dark matter around me . My sorrow feels everlasting. I feel like i have been trapped in the darkness for ever, but i know thats not the case . A minute without my light feels like eternity to me. Even if i were to try to be strong I know its something that can never be accomplished. Without the light I'm left to succumb to the darkness.
I want to be my hero but I'm to depend on the light. Without it I'm hopeless,lifeless,just an empty shell. The shadow needs the light to survive. I try to mask my pain, i try to be strong but i can't . I scream in agony. what is the point of living if at the end of the day I'm lost? without the light I'm not even living just surviving?
I suddenly wake up my eyes hurt from contact to the sun. I'm laying on the ground naked my feelings bare. My tears glisten on my eyes, i pull my hood on and lift my socks higher. Im cold freezing even.
“Get off the floor” someone screams to me and i willingly obey i get up and dust the dust of my clothes and head to school.
LOVE,BREN
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Teen FictionBrenda is the perfect girl,her face,her hair,her grades and her personality. But not everything is as it seems Sometimes you have to look beneath the surface But something ugly lives within her and is throwing daggers at her heart . Unaware to ever...