My Boyfriend Is My Murderer (5sos fanfic)

School Days

The day began with school aka hell ugh school don't remind me: yay me! It began like any other day which there's no surprise there it began with me sleeping. Yup sleeping. Wow. Exciting. But then the day got weirder. I begin to got dressed when my sister yes I had a sister, Cassidy walked in. "Get in loser we're going shopping" she said walking to the car with me knowing we were really going to school and not shopping like she said in the mean girls quote sadly. I looked down to approve of my wordrove which wow big surprised contained a too big flannel to hide my body since I wasn't comfortable with it and yet again my trustie Jean shorts and my white converses with a lip balm in my pocket since good for me! My lips are chapped again! "Good thing I wouldn't be kissing anyone today" I said out loud. In my head I thought or ever, with a shudder.
I sprinted down the stairs grabbing a banana and walking out the door. Getting in the car Cassidy began pulling away before my door was shut and my banana jolted out of my lap onto the floor as I grunted her name "Cassidy." She chuckled a "haha" as I picked up the fruit and chucked it out the window with was closed so it smooshed and got all over my clothes well I guess I'd just have to live with it. As Cassidy snapped a picture of me looking sad and mad and tweeted it to her over one million followers since she was basically the queen of the Internet and the picture of me got over 120 thousand retreats in 10 minutes.
I thought I wasn't pretty. What I didn't know was even though I was plain I was a picture of beauty with sleek hair and never bags under my eyes and I also was slim with long legs but still, oh yes still, I thought I was not pretty. My mom would always say "oh Julia this" and "oh Julia that" about how I need to stop sulking or my shoulders would stay that way but what could I help it? I was depressed I told her, as she left the room many times.
As we pulled onto the road our school was on I began opening my door and jumped out just as Cassidy slowed around the curve. "I'll meet you here at 3" she called as I did my routine walk down the block to school as always since Cassidy didn't want to he seen with twerpy me But I guess that's expected. When you're twins there's always a better one right. Yes twins. I know you probably wondering if Cassidy is pretty and yes.
That day at school was surprisingly not bad during English I raised my hand which I rarely do and Miss Stevens praised me. It was a good day that is until the guys who bullied me showed up and I mean began bullying as usual pushing my books around on the floor pulling my hair eyeing me you name it I've dealt with it and from none other than these boys so yeah I'm used to it I guess you could say. Sure the kicks hurt every now and again but he what's the big deal at least I'm alive right. Wrong. I didn't want to be and that's my problem couldn't you tell. Haha..I'm so funny I forgot to laugh.
After that I began walking down the road seeing as how it was 3 already and they began pelting my back with foods such as various apples and leftovers "oh great" I thought "this will be all over instagram" as I gazed around and saw hundreds if not more phones out and aimed at me the lone weirdo in a sea of populars. No I was not popular but I was in a sea of them like close to them every day.
People thought I was weird I guess because I was different than other girls for instance I liked All Time Low and sad bands like that such as MCR (Gerard is my husband not really but if you're a fan girl you know what I mean) and I wear nothing but band t shirts and dip dye my hair every few weeks so it was a constantly changing parade of hair colors! Also I wore black ripped jeans which I didn't wear because they looked cool but because they were the only jeans I owned that fit seeing as how I'd lost weight not eating since I never had an appetite after all the bullying started.
Sure my parents tried getting me to eat but soon they would give up fine don't eat they'd say. As they'd continued to devour there chicken. Your missing out they'd say.
Screw them "I'm fine" I'd think as I loudly walk to my room as I slam the door over and over making sure they hear and as I walked to my dresser to get a sharpie. I draw on my arms to relax.
Since I got to the corner at 3:03 Cassidy left without me yet again and I was forced to walk the 4 miles hoke since my cell phone was broken. They got Cassidy a iPhone 7 and got me what? Nothing for my birthday accept a phone case because they forgot my phone broke and oh yeah, the got me a gift card to Cassidy's favorite store of course Pink. She took my gift card seeing how I'd never shop there I rather be caught dead then shop there. On the walk home I began thinking.
Seeing as how I didn't think I was pretty I didn't have a boyfriend but yes I have a crush.
I pictured in my mind him pushing me against the wall as his hands roughly roughed up my hair and I know what you're thinking but this really happened but not what you think There is just one problem it is a big problem my crush is my bully.