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It drove me crazy, crazy to think that it crossed your mind. and It drove me more crazy to think day and night that maybe you liked it. Liked how he held you. how he would kiss you but he never thought if it was perfect or not. How he would tell you all the sweet words that I never stoop telling you. It drove me so crazy to ask the same question on and on again to myself. Is he better? better than how I love you?
But it's okay, it really didn't stop my heart doing it's job even when my mind is telling me to stab it 4 times. I would die if I spat out the words "I don't want to love you anymore" It never stopped me from telling you how much I love you even when the first thing that comes to my mind is the time you broke my heart. But my hearts continued to fight. It never gave up. It made me stronger and weak at the same time.
I love you and it never changed. I forgive you and let things go back to normal.
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