I didn't know what else to do.
I know that he is going to do something to make me forgive him but that's not what I want.
I want to be able to ignore him, I want him to know what he has done and the way I feel about it.
It's crazy to think that someone you just met could already mean so much to you. Isn't it?
I have to get my mind off it. I grab my keys and head out the door and to my car.
I would go and hangout by the club right now but I know that just wouldn't be right.
There's just one place I could go.
Harry's place.
I know that we just met and all, but he was very nice at the party and that's the only person who I'm actually friends with. I mean I don't know for sure if we're friends but it seemed like we were, a little.
I still remembered where his house was. I drove and it took some time to get there but finally I arrived.
I walked up to this huge house and knocked on the dark brown door.
Within seconds it opens and Harry is standing behind the door.
It looks like he just woke up. You can see that he is shirtless and only has boxers on. His hair is messy and his eye's are puffy.
"El, what are you doing here?" He asks while rubbing his eye.
"I- I just needed someone to talk to." I say while stuttering.
He just looked so hot. I never really thought about it before but he is stunning.
"Is this about Niall?" he asked.
I nod and he gives me a little smile.
"Well, you're always welcome here and of course you can always talk to me" He says with an even bigger smile.
I smile back at him even though I am quit sad.
"Come in" he says.
I walk in and the house is all clean. I thought it would still be dirty from the party, but I guess not.
He motions hand for me to come upstairs. We walk into a room on the left of the big hallway.
"take a seat" he says while sitting on the bed and patting the spot next to him.
"So, you must really like Niall, huh?" he asks while looking straight into my eyes.
I look at the ground and say "I know I shouldn't, but I can never get my mind off him. I think about him 24/7"
Harry looks at the ground.
"You know since he kissed that other whore" he said grinning
"Dosent that give you the right to kiss someone else as well?" he said finishing his other sentence.
"I mean, I guess it does but wouldn't that be wrong?" I didn't really ask I said it in more of a statement because I know it would be.
"Not really, you need to give him a taste of his own medicine."
"But Niall's not even around, so if I did kiss someone it wouldn't make a difference cause he wouldn't see it" I said a little angry.
I knew that Harry was talking about me kissing him. I would love to kiss him, but him and Niall are friends. But if they we're such good friends then Harry would never even mention me kissing anyone else, let alone kissing him.
"you want to kiss me?" I say
"I wanted to kiss you since I first met you El."
I didn't know what to say or do, before I knew it I find myself crashing my lips into his.