"What the fuck are you doing here?" I shout at him.
"Why have you been ignoring me? I've probably called over 100 times this past week and texted you over 200 times!"
He did?
"Well I haven't had my phone so what did you expect me to do?"
"Be at home! I have come here every single day, I've waited for you but you never showed, I sat on your couch hoping you'd walk through those doors, but you didn't."
He looked as if he was a little hurt.
"Why did you kiss her?"
"What?" He said with confusion.
"Remember at that party, when you kissed that girl? Why did you do it? You acted as if you cared for me but you kissed someone else."
"I do care about you. You make me happy, I know you probably don't think that, but its true. I never felt this way before, and everything that I do reminds me of you. I missed you"
A moment of awkward silence begun until Niall started to speak again.
"I love you"
I didn't know what to say, I was speechless and I think it's because I don't feel the same.
"El?"
I looked up at him and said "I have to go, I'm sorry"
He just stared at me until I turned around.
I was almost at the door until he grabbed my arm, I turned around and his face was red with tears rushing down his face.
"How could you do this? I opened up my feelings towards you and you just walked away? Do you know how that makes me feel? It makes me feel worthless, like the whole time we were together I meant nothing to you."
I just looked at the ground, a tear fell from my eye.
"Look at me, look at what you've done. And you know what the worst part is? That you don't give a fuck. That you don't care about my feelings."
"Of course I care! I'm sorry that I wasted your time, I'm sorry that you spent money on me, and most of all, I'm sorry that I don't love you the way you love me. I hope, I hope that someday you will find someone that loves and appreciates everything you do for them."
And with that, I left.
