A.C : hii
Me : hi
A.C : I need to talk to you
Me : what's up
A.C : I -
Me : what ...
A.C : never mind
Me : no what you going to say
A.C : that I .. no im not telling you just forget it
Me: I can't you already got me curious and I got to know!
A.C : i just don't know how to say it
Me : is it bad or good
A.C: both Idk. Plus in not even sure about it
Me: I got something too but I'm not sure about what it means
A.C: what is it !?
Me : nothing. What where you going to say !?
A.C : no i don't want to say it
Me : why not I want to know but I'm kinda nervous to what you going to say
A.C: is nothing bad or I don't think It's bad
Me : just tell me send a message or something
A.C: mmh . I sometimes say it when we are talking I whisper it.
Me: I think I've head you say it before
A.C: really what is it ??!
Me: im not sure
A.C: just say what you think it is
Me: "i think I love you"
A.C: .... no
Me: then what is it !??
Me: just say it
A.C: Idk
Me: come on
A.C:
Me:
(I receive a message from A.C)
Me: you sent me a message ?
A.C message- I think I'm starting to get feelings for you idk how but I am
A.C : ...
Me : oh... this isn't bad news
A.C : im sorry I just Idk
Me: you like me !?
A.C : yeah
Me: well the thing I said im also unsure about is that...
A.C: what is it ?
Me: im also getting feelings for you
A.C: 💛💛💛
Me: yellow hearts
A.C: yes that's our heart 💛
Me: like the chocolate
A.C : oh and I got you something. Remember that you said you wanted twisters and chocolate
Me: yeahhh
A.C: well I got them 😊
Me : i literally don't know what to say.
A.C: lol
Me: what does this mean ?
A.C: idk
Me: i can't stop smiling
A.C : me either
Me: lol
A.C :
Me:
A.C: I really like you
Me: you do ?
A.C : yess
Me: me too
A.C: I want to see you so bad
Me: so do I , wish we could go back to school already
A.C: yeah
Me: Lol Thai is crazy I don't even know what to say anymore
A.C: me either
Me: I really tried not to feel anything but I couldn't help it
A.C: me too i started to like you when I got you that sketch book
Me : lol really
A.C: yess lol
Me : we. Need to go to sleep lol
A.C: ik but I don't want to hang up
Me: me either
A.C: okay at the count of 3
Me: one
A.C: two
Both (me and A.C) thr-
Me: wait, we need to talk about this tomorrow
A.C : yeah, I know
Me: okay
A.C : one... two ...
me: three
(Call ended)
I stare at the phone with the biggest smile ever hoping that It all works out.
It's been a month since A.C and I got together. This relationship was secret. That one With A.C was the best time but also some of the worst.
My first k... and my first real heart...💔
We began to fade away. It felt like I was falling into the ocean and disappearing. It hurt me until we finally talked about it and broke up.
It then would hurt me when I saw hi with other girls and found out he told someone he liked them.
I felt like I meant Nothing to him. That I'm just some other girl he kissed and then forgot. I should have seen something like this happening. It just wasn't the right time to be together. I will always miss the late phone calls, the hugs, the touch of your hands, and the kisses.
