It's Always Been You

Chapter 5

*Sylvexx in Photo Above*
WARNING: Contains very graphic and bad scenes in the Flashback!!!! Careful when reading...; May be a possible trigger.
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"Baby, come here..."
"Holy FUCK!! You scared the shit out of me. What the hell are you doing here, Hansen?!" I slam the door to my house shut. "And why the hell are you sitting here, in MY house, in the DARK, like a fucking psycho killer/ stalker. Fucking creep." Hansen frowns at me. He hates that I was bi, that I've moved on. He thinks that he was the reason I went full on lesbian, and honestly, he should think that because it's true. He's shown me. He's shown me what he can do... I don't want the same from any other "man".

*Flashback*
"Nobody fucking loves you, Emily. You're a disgrace. You can't like her! You're mine!" Tears streamed what seemed like an endless river down my pink cheeks... They stung with a passion, he slapped me, then back handed me, too...
"But I do... I don't love you anymore..." I whispered as quietly as I could. He heard it and smacked me again. My face swung to the side from the force he used on me. More tears ran down my face, I whimpered as I gently raised my tied hands and ran my fingers along my right cheek. I started feeling dizzy. The impacts he made on me were... I don't even know... Hansen growls at me and grabs my hair. "Stop, please stop! Please!" I feel the urgency of Hansen grabbing a fistful of my hair. I yelped in pain and stumbled backwards.
"Stop your fucking crying, you ungrateful fucking bitch." Hansen muttered as he threw me onto my bed. I whimpered again and did my best to back away as far from Hansen I could. He was a monster... "I'll turn you straight, don't worry. Your cure can be me." He smiles an evil grin. God, why can't I just die?
"I'd rather be dead..." I say quietly.
"What'd you just fucking say?" Hansen leans closer and spits his words out, his saliva spurting on my face. I stay silent. "That's what I thought. Now shut the hell up." I nod slightly. The monster rolls his eyes. "Ugh, Baby. You know I'm only trying to cure you. How could you not love me anymore? I'm trying to save you." His evil smile is back as he starts unbuckling his belt and kicking off his steeltoe construction boots.
"No! You ca-an't do this! L-leave me alone!!" I stutter out my words and close myself into a tight ball, my hands still tied tightly together. Hansen ignores my cries and smoothly slips off his shirt. When I first liked him, he was so sexy... Every girl wanted to be with him and he chose me... Now all I see is a dark shadow covering me... I hate it... I hate him... The evil thing tugs his jeans off and tosses them across the room. I tighten myself in my ball form and hope with everything I have that this is just a horrible nightmare. He nears me... Closer... Closer... Prying my arms away from around my legs with ease and pushes my arms above my head, holding them there... Please just let me die... Stripping me... I've given up. It has me naked... I can't cry anymore now. I'm as silent as the dead in the graveyard. He slides up next to me, kissing my neck. I cringe in disgust as I can feel his stick against my inner thigh. He groans as he suddenly shoves it in me and starts thrusting... I cry out from pain, and for some reason he thinks of it as pain AND pleasure. His thrusts get faster and he moans out. It hurts so bad, fuck! I can feel the warmth of him and it sickens me, making me want to vomit. Suddenly, I hear the door slam open and I can hear my true lover's voice. My vision has already started to fade by then. She yells out that she has police downstairs and to back away. Her voice... It's so sweet... I feel safe when she's around, like things will be okay. Everything fades completely black and I don't hear anything anymore. I become afraid again.
*Flashback Ends*