ok basically, to put it in three words : I love you. I didnt realise how much before now. what I did yesterday was by far the worst decision I have ever made in my life. I know you think I wil do this again but truly I don't love anyone but you. sorry Emily. i won't ever say yes to any1 but u for th rest of my life. I am sorry. I understand if u hate me.
I know I am a complete arsehole I'm sorry. the email really was my bro. tbh I actualy kinda regret what I did. Jenny is alrit but she made me dump u just t ask me out. Jesus Christ my life is fucked up. :(. I thort me an her were just freinds aswell. Im so sorry. u deserve better cos u r beautiful and clever. but honestly that email was my brother I didn't set it up. I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry em. it is all my fault, u are really loyal but I keep doin this to u. I cant believe how stupid I am. sorry
