(PS this is long)
Erin's P.O.V
Things were a little tense between me and Kian. He was a bit on edge because of his daily vlogs, secret projects, movie premieres, and table readings. He snapped at me randomly but I didn't mind because he was just sressed out and I understand. So I decided he doesn't need my shit so I'll stay out of his way.
"What's up everyone, its Kian!" He says for the 10th time.
"Ugh!" He yells in frustration as he throws his camera on the couch.
"Babe! Be careful one of these days you're gonna break that thing!" I say from the kitchen.
"Shhhhh!" He says as he starts again. He fails once again and this time his face is flushed with anger. He punched the pillow next to him and slammed his face into his hands. He sat like that for a while until he took his hands off his eyes. He looked tired and sick.
"Babe are you OK? You look sick?" I said while I walked over to him.
"I'm fine. Can you just leave me alone please?" He said and then sighed.
"No I think you have a fever!" I said while tying to feel his forehead. He swatted my hand away.
"Ouch.." I said rubbing my hand.
"Fuck off." He yelled sternly, raising his voice. Then he stood up quickly. I flinched at his sudden movement and backed away. He ran upstairs and ran into the bathroom. I ran after him only to have the bathroom door slam in my face. It was quiet until I broke the silence.
"K-kian.. I- uh wanted to make sure you're OK." I said as I let my body sink to the floor. I rested my head on the door and let myself slide into a deep thought of what I did wrong.
"P-please let me in..." I said quietly as I put my head in my arms and sighed. He still didn't say anything. All I heard was the toilet seat flip up and the sound of my poor kian throwing up. He coughed and moaned, then he flushed the toilet.
"Kian, babe? Are you OK... Please let me in." I cried while my voice cracked. The door still didn't budge. I couldn't take it anymore. I sobbed into my arms and felt guilty as hell. I don't know why but I did.
"Kian. I'm sorry, I should have realized how much stress you were going through and how it was hurting you. I feel so guilty.. and I-I know I..." I was cut off by the bathroom door creaking open. I quickly turned around and looked into Kian's eyes. I could tell he did a little crying of his own. I wanted to hug him so bad but I was afraid of how he would react. Before I could think about that anymore I felt him embrace me tightly.
"I'm so sorry kian" I said into his shoulder.
" it's not your fault, please don't feel guilty." He said softly
"Thanks but I still have to take care of you, you're very sick babe." I said with a worried look
"OK and look, I'm sorry please forgive me." He said looking me straight in the eyes.
"Of course I will." I smiled as I dragged him to the bed room.
" come on you have to rest!" I smiled at him.
