So this is my suicide note. I'm done I guess I couldn't take it anymore. I hate my life more then ever and I don't think it will ever get better I've been planing to kill myself for 2 months now and as you see me bleeding on the floor just think it wasn't your fault it is mine for simply being a mistake that shouldn't have been made. "She's fat" , "whore" , "slut" , "kill your self " , " fake" they didn't think those words hurt you but deep down inside it really did. It's my fault my parents would say your the worst mistake I ever made and I wish you were never born I hope you kill your self. So therefore your wish is my command while I'm here writing this note and then slitting my throats you'll be out somewhere not having any idea where my state of mind is at or if your even thinking of me, no I'm not selfish I'm doing you a favor I love you even those words you said to me , I forgive you I'll finally be at peace.
- love Casey
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Well you see I wasn't always like this but maybe I should start from the beginning it's gonna be a rollercoaster. It started about 7 months ago when I made the worst mistake of my life.