I've seen the pain in my mothers eyes when she saw the slits on my wrists and all she could ask was why?
How do you look your mother in the eyes and say it was all lies,
My dad says if some was was depressed he would know I'm two days, I leave now the same house and it's been three years, my friend died of suicide and I've seen the reactions, to my actions, All I've wanted to to was die but instead I lie, I'm okay I'm fine, god why! People are getting high because they feel so low, why do we feel so low, I can't get out of bed in the morning without wanting to cry don't ask about school because I can't sit through class with out wanting to scream, I have no hope, if you say these are the best years then I don't want to see the worst but I won't die because I've seen the reactions to my actions, and too many mothers have buried their kids, and it won't be me 6 feet under but God why? Just want to get so I won't be low
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The Past...
PoetryI understand that some people need to turn to self harm as a relief for whatever troubles them in life. My job is to connect my words to others My good friend Isabelle wrote 2 poems and I want her to be heared and understood. We go through hell and...
