Reckless Love

The Pain

Aoi Pov(chung)

It was five thirty three already, I just got out of work an hour ago. My car had broken down yedterday coming from the doctors office.  I didn't mind walking since I liked the fresh air and the silence. I was already in the park just across the street from my favorite bakery, Otsutsuki. It was owned by an old man with snake like eyes but his son ran it now. As I walked by it and into the short alley that led to my street I felt something crawl up my spine. I didn't think much of it and continued on. It was dark in the alley except for a few lights here and there but they were very spaced out. I hummed happily knowing I was close to home. I was just about to turn when someone pulled me back into the alley. I was going to scream but something was stuck into my mouth. It felt like a sock and tasted like dirt. I panicked, I could feel rough hands making their way to my pants. I screamed, even though it was muffled, and kicked out. There was a grunt, I made contact. I continued to kick and lash out until I was smack. My head hurt and the world seemed to spin just a bit. I shook my head and looked to the person who was touching me. He was dark and tall. His eyes were a honey hue and there was a few small scratches on his face. He wore a white tee shirt with a long winter like trench coat. His pants were a matching white and long, they were already unbuttoned. He was breathing heavily and I could smell alcohol on his breath. I shook my head and tried to plead with him but the sock was cutting in me off. He came at me again this time holding my arms above my head and my legs apart. My pants were pulled down and a rough hand was in my boxers rubbing at my limp member. It didn't feel right so I tried to push him off me with my body but that only earned me a smack. I groaned and kept trying. Soon he was pulling something out of his pants. I pushed the dirty sock out of my mouth and screamed.

"Please dont !!! Please ill give you anything just please!!" I cried and shut my eyes wishing he would listen.

It was no use he pushed me to the ground. I felt a wet substance on my back, it was garbage liquid. I tried not to barf at the stench. The man held my arms and legs together above me like a dying roach. I felt something touch my rear end.

"Please! Please, don't do this!! I did nothing to you!!" I cried and fought against his grip.

"Shut up or I won't be gentle!" The man yelled moving me about causing my head to hit the ground.

I saw stars as my head started to hurt. The world spun more and I grew quiet. The man pushed into my caising me to scream out. He moved without letting me adjust first. I felt myself being torn apart, tears stung the corners of my eyes. I shut my eyes and prayed it would end fast. Their was a grunt from the man and a hot liquid was shot up into me. The man let me go and pulled out.

"Good boy." He laughed and fixed himself.

I laid there until he left. I looked up into the sky,  it looked to be about six twenty. I could've been at home snuggled into a blanket with a book in my lap and a glass of wine in a hand. I felt something hit my head then another hit my arm. It had begun to rain. I cried silently as I sat up wincing from the pain in my bottom. I cleaned myself as best as I could and pulled my pants back up. If I could make it home I would be fine. I looked ahead of me, there were few cars passing by. No one seemed to notice two people in an alley on a dark night. I took a deep breath of the dirty air and limped home. I fell to the side, the pain was too much. I decided to use the brick walls around me to support me. I slowly made my way to the main street, the rain soaking my clothes. I shivered and gripped onto the corner of one building. I made it, I leaned against the wall to catch my breath just as a car slowed to a stop in front of me. It was a Chevy Suburban 2016. I silently prayed that it wasn't filled with more rapists. The driver side door opened and a man that resembled the same one that had just attacked me came out. The difference was that this one had ling ha I with one area dyed red. He wore crimson and onyx colored Tripp pants. (They're gothic pants with chains etc etc). His shirt was a regular band tee and a black colored camouflage jacket. His eyes were the same honey color but filled with worry. He stood in front of me but kept his distance.

"Do you need help? I can call the cops or something." He asked and pulled out his phone.

I shook my head,"I'm fine...I'm just going home." I said weakly.

My throat hurts from all the screaming I did when...it...happened. The man just stood there before cautiously stepping forward.

"I cam give you a ride, where do you live?" He asked.

"Please, I'm fine. I don't live far.  Thank you though." I said and continued to lean against the building as I dramatically walked away the best I could.

I winced and fell to the ground. The man rushed over and knelt beside me. I took deep breathes before getting back up inly to fall back down. The man offered his hand but I didnt take it.

"I won't hu-" He started to say following close behind me.

"I said I'm fine! Please leave me." I yelled at him.

After my little scream the passenger side window rolled down and another look a like poked his head out. This one had short black hair with a white dyed area and spiked up. From what I could see on him he only wore a black and bronze tank top with a silver chain that had a small little ball to it. He opened his mouth.

"Damn it, Yami.  Leave the guy alone, if he doesn't want help then leave the littlw shit alone. I have more important things to do than wait for you to help a dumb ass who got beat in the alley." He said and glared at me.

The guy near me, Yami, sighed and looks to me.

"Are you sure you don't need help?" He asked.

I nodded and looked back at the grumpy one in the car before walking. Their was a sigh but I was finally left alone.  The cafeteria drove by me, the window was still rolled down and the guy looked back at me with a dirty look. I ignore it and continued to limp home.  More and more cars drove past but none stopped and it was pouring even more now. I felt cold and helpless, Maybe I should have took the help. . .I shook my head and rested a bit on the stairs on a house. I looked up at it, my neighbor.  I smiled, Just a few more steps. I stood and limped up to my own stairs and made my way to the door. I went in and locked the door behind me. I sighed and stood there looking at my hallway. It was dark just like the alley. I quickly turned the light on and relaxed. I was never afraid of the dark. As I made my way to my room I turned on all the lights. Soon I felt more at ease. I walked into my room and turned the light on, Well there goes my bill. I stripped and headed for the private bathroom. In there I looked for some Tylenol or Aleve.  Anything to stop the pain in my lower back. After swallowing two tablets of Tylenol I turned the shower on to the hottest water possible.  I need to rid the feeling of those hands on me. I stepped in leaving the shower curtain a bit open. I sighed as the hot water washed away the gross perverted hands and the smell of garbage. I better carry pepper spray with me from now on...