WARNING: CRAPPY CHAPTER!!
Dedication: to brittalie for voting and commenting and reminding me i have writing to do! (sorry you've got a bad chapter >_<)
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*Devin’s POV*
We’d been on tour a while. Long enough to not know what day it was but not long enough that I had no idea where we were playing, though that rarely happened. My scars had faded to pale, pink lines on my arm and, fortunately, no one had noticed them. I know Jade still worries about me but I’m fine, Kylie was a slut, she was right.
I walked out of the bathroom after finishing my stage-makeup and sat at the table-like-thing with my laptop. Scrolling through twitter, I retweeted and replied to some tweets before logging off and shutting my laptop down.
“Hey Ghost!” Jade yelled. She had gotten strangely hyper while on tour and I still wasn’t quite used to it. I nodded in acknowledgement of her entry and she frowned.
“What’s up?” She asked. I shook my head and she raised a single eyebrow in a way only she could.
“You were right.” I said. “About Kylie, I mean.”
“Oh, ghost, don’t dwell on that!” She sat down next to me. “I’m always right; don’t beat yourself up about it!” She smiled brightly, and I should my head, a smile creeping onto my own face.
“C’mon guys!” Chris said, clapping his hands, the guys behind him. “Let’s go!” Jade jumped up and ran out of the bus, Allie and Jessica not far behind.
I walked out of the bus and we all headed towards the stage.
^-^Fairly large time skip^-^
I walked into mine and Jade’s house carrying shopping bags and plonking them on the counter in the kitchen. Tour had ended just under a week ago and we were in the studio recording a new album in a couple weeks. I was pretty excited, the band had changed and grown so much since I had joined in 2010 and I was looking forward to whatever direction we headed towards in the future.
I knocked lightly on Jade’s bedroom door before opening it, quickly closing it again after seeing two near-naked people on her bed.
Eyes still wide from shock, I headed back towards the kitchen, slowly packing away the things I bought and wondering when the hell Jade got a boyfriend and why the fuck it hurt my chest so much.
*Jade’s POV*
I jumped when I heard the slamming of my bedroom door and realised Devin must’ve come home from shopping. I lightly kissed the girl beneath me and got up, putting on a shirt to go explain myself.
I was trying to get over him, somehow my way of doing that was dating someone the exact opposite of him, unfortunately, it wasn’t working
“Hey, ghost, I’m sorry.” I said, walking into the kitchen where I knew he was. He just shrugged. “I’m sure she’s sorry too.” I said.
“She?” Ghost asked. “You’re dating a girl?” I nodded. “I thought you were straight?”
“Bi-curious, I guess.” I shrugged, knowing I wasn’t just that he was a guy and girls were the opposite. “You don’t care, right?” He shook his head.
The girl, whose name I had yet to know wondered out of my room, kissed my cheek, and announced she was leaving, doing so straight afterwards. My eyes never wondered from Devin, who was still putting away food.
I flopped down on the couch and began to watch comedy central, not really knowing what else to do, sencing an elephant in the room yet not knowing what it was.
*Devin’s POV*
The pain in my chest blossomed as that slut came out of Jade’s bedroom, my own thoughts shocked me. Since when did I care about Jade’s love life? Yeah, she’s my friend and I care about her, but I never though badly about any of her previous partners, and I certainly wasn’t homophobic as some of our fans were bisexual or homosexual.
I stared at her as she watched TV, still confused about why I was so mad. Was I jealous? No, Jade is like a sister to me. Scared for her? No, Jade can handle herself, I’m more than aware of that, Then what?
I walked into my room and slumped on my bed, looking at all the posters on my walls, bands like HIM covered two walls, another had my desk and the wall above my bed was filled with pictures of me, the guys, and Jade. Empty spaces where pictures of Kylie hung were dotted here and there. I never noticed, but I had more pictures of Jade than anyone else, maybe it was jealousy? Was I in love with my best friend?
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PLEASE DONT KILL ME!
I'm sorry its so bad, if you didnt know, ive been going though some bad times, My dog, who was my bestfriend died, new years eve, so i havent wanted to do anything but eat at the moment, i'll work on it guys.
Stitchezz
