Large A/N at the end explaining stuff
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*Jade’s POV*
Shit! I watched as Devin walked into his room, leaving behind a couple bags of food in the kitchen. I sighed, something was up, I’d ask him later. I got up to put away the rest of the food then continued to watch TV.
As I stared through our TV set my mind wondered to other things. Was Ghost mad? Was he jealous? Of me, or the other chick? As my mind wondered my thought became more and more unrealistic. Soon I was thinking of Ghost wanting to date me. How easy it would be. Where he would take me. How simple life would become. I sighed, ‘it’s not gonna happen’ I told myself.
^-^time skip^-^
It had been a couple days since the ‘incident’ with Ghost and he still hadn’t talked to me, or I him. In fact, Ghost barely came out of his room, I was beginning to worry. The girl, who I found out was named Liao, called, thanked me, and said she wasn’t looking for a relationship. I was fine with it, I wasn’t really looking either, I just needed a stress reliever, which sounds bad, but she confirmed my heterosexuality, so I guess that was good.
Motionless was going on another tour soon, yet I felt I wasn’t invited, I didn’t talk to the guys outside of tours and , like I said, Ghost was completely ignoring me. I sighed, I had been doing that a lot lately, and walked into Devin’s room.
“Ghost?” I asked, opening his door to find him lying on his bed. “Listen, I don’t know what I’ve done but I’m sorry, I really want my best friend back, if he wants me…” I trailed off standing just inside of his room, closing the door.
“I just, I need to think.” Ghost said, I frowned.
“Really? Don’t you remember what happened last time, it’s too hard for you bub.” I joked, sitting next to him on the bed. He gave a soft laugh before going quiet.
“There’s this girl” Devin said sitting up. “…and I really like her, but.. I just don’t know…” My heart broke. I should be used to this by now but still, whenever Ghost got a new girl, it still hurt.
*Devin’s POV*
My chest tightened, was I really ready to tell her this? What if it makes things awkward? We’ve been friends since I can remember, losing her would be like losing a piece of myself.
“So, who is she? Do I know her?” Jade asked. I swallowed and nodded numbly. She ‘hmm’ed and thought, then slowly listed people, never guessing the right answer. After going through nearly everyone she asked, “well, who is it then?” I gulped
“You” I whispered, she didn’t hear me
“Who?” she asked.
“You” I repeated, slightly louder, she gasped. I looked up at her, but she wasn’t looking at me. Suddenly she got up and walked away, I collapsed back onto my bed.
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Hi guys,
i know some of you might not like me right now, i havent updated in what? months? i dont know.
anyway, explanation, ive had a hard couple months to be honest, ive been on a little 'quest to find myself'', which still isnt over, and i know some people wont like what i have found out about myself, and it kind of scares me to be homest, the fact some people will hate me for who i am. but anyway, im trying to write, which is hard at this point in time but i dont want to let you guys down.
anyways,(how many times have i said that) as a small 'dont hate me' gift, i will be online for roughly an hour from this being published, so if you have any questions about ANYTHING, you can PM me or comment and i will try my damnest to answer. if you cant ask during the hour ask anyway, im sure i will reply ASAP.
i'm so sorry about this guys, please dont hate me too much
Stitchezz
