Chapter 1

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Giselle's POV:

Me: Your honor what else do I have to do. Ive gotten 4 jobs to be financially stable, made it so her father wont be able to keep her during nights, moved into a better environment. Im out of ideas and choices. (tearing up a bit)

Judge: Im sorry Ms. Wright but i cannot sign custody back to you. (bangs hammer thingy) COURT DISMISSED.

This is the my 4,612th time in this room thats 365days× 4years- 64holidays(12 each year)... Crazy right? Well my baby deserves all my effort. Ive been here everyday I could. Lord knows I would do anything for her. About 2 years ago I started working as a Cosmetologist, on the side I work at a bar, I babysit on weekends, then I do hair at my house as well, and since that wasn't enough income I went low and started stripping as "Pinky" ...Please dont ask why. Its wasn't the best thing to do when Kevin is constantly telling me I know better but as an end result of our argument, he always ends up in his feelings because he never helps me with my finances. He literally spends his shit on Deanna stupid ass.

(A/N: Deanna is his fiance now.)

Getting in my car, I shut the door and lay my head on the stirring wheel. You know what I did? I balled my ass off. You'd think I would get tired of crying but I dont. My other half is in a foster home wondering why mommy never kept her promise.  Think id fall into depression?  No, everytime that jackass denies giving me my daughter it makes me want to work more, more and more.

(A/N: my phone noises are childish dont judge! )

Bee-boo bee-boops diddly-dooo

Me: Hello?  (answers phone)

??: Hey Elle (clears throat)

Me: What do yoy want Kevin? (rolls eyes)

Kevin: Meet me at Olive Garden at 7

Me: For wh-(gets cut off)

Kevin: Bye (hangs up)

This nigga really hung the phone up but whatever.  Its about 5:30 and by time im down getting ready I should have 15 mins to get there. So not to miscalculate I hopped in the shower thinking about what im going to wear. Now Olive Garden..Not to classy but sophisticated.  I rinsed, and dried off following with moisturizing my body. Then going to the bathroom washing my face, brushing my teeth and just like all the black bitches here, I brush and flat ironned thru my black 22" weave. When I finished, I wemt back in my room finding a thong and push up bra. Wait- did I tell yall about my body .. Girl I got a C cup breast, flat stomach and a hmm let me see a butt like a blessed white girl how bout that? Good comparison I believe.  Anyway I put on light blue super skinny LEVI jeans(size 9), a tight fitted white scoop neck shirt, a cute black leather jacket and black open toed pumps. For makeup I put on mascara, cat eye effect eyeliner, light pink lipstick and for accessories I put a long black necklace with a cross...By the I was down it was 6:45 as I predicted and quickly grappled my purse and headed out.

  Driving down the highway had me thinking what was the reason he wanted to meet up with me. With me being caught up with thinking I realized that I was in the parking lot. I turned off the ignition,  opened the door, got out, shut and locked it and looked around for his gray HONDA Accord Sport, but I didnt see it. As I started walking my phone beep indicating I had a text I hurried to the side walk and opened it

Kevin: Say your here for Barnette .

I didn't even bother replying and walked thru the doors and told the host what he told me to say. She led me to a booth which held Kevin and the bitch Deanna.

Why she was here I didnt know but even after 4 years this chick still isn't my favorite..

Me: Hello (fake smiling)

Kevin: (gets up and hugs me) how are you?

Me: (loosens hug and looks in his eyes) Im good and yourself?

Deanna: (clears throat loud) We're fine! (putting emphasis on we're)

Me: (sits down and rolls eyes)  So what was the reason you wanted to meet?

Kevin: Umm I was thinking we would talk after dinner?  (scratches neck)

Me: Ok (looks at menu)

15 Minutes Later

As im eat in my pasta which is really good. Its the Chicken and Shrimp Carbonara...

(A/N: Its a real thing like no shit try it!)

Anyway Deanna crusty ass kept mean mugging me.

Me: Is there a problem? (wiping my mouth)

Deanna: No not at all (smirking)

Me: There must be cus you keep staring! I know im cute but damn u should blink sometimes! (rolling her eyes, seeing Kevin laugh a little)

Deanna: Whatever (eats her pasta)

Kevin: Maybe its time to talk. (puts his fork down)

Me: About ? (folds arms)

Kevin:You need to let me see Mora when you get her back I want her to be apart of her brother or sisters li-

Me: (cuts him off) What brother/sister?

Kevin: Deanna is pregnant. ..( says with a hint of regret)

Me: Are you serious you got this thing pregnant! ! (looks away)

Deanna: Bitch I aint no thing im his fiancee! His soon to be wife matter of fact (smirking with a grin)

Me: Fuck you bitch! (she whispers to Deanna rremembering their in a restaurant)

Deanna: Fuck you not me ! At least I will get to hold my child and kiss him or her goodnight!! (yelling making everyone look)

Me: (tears up and says quietly) I think its time for me to go (puts money on the table)

Kevin: Elle she didnt mean-

Me: Bye (wipes tears and walks out)

Kevin's POV:

Me: What the fuck Dee!! (pays for food and walks outside)

Deanna: Im sorry babe .. wait (running after him)

I didnt even wait for her ass because I swear I could've slapped the shit outta her! That isn't just Giselle's child its mine. My first born, my little girl...

Deanna: Im sorry (looking at her nails)

Me: You not sorry because if your dumb ass knew something you would know you was talking about my baby too!! You dont gotta like her but you will respect her regardless because thats the mother of my first born!  They will always come first and for me to meet you at the end of the isle you gotta understand!!

By that time Dee was crying but its what she need to know. When we got home I left her in the car and went into the house, went upstairs and layed down thinking anout what my babydoll would be doing right now.....

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This took forever man but its a start :)

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