Its hurting
Im dying
Somebody
Help me
Ive fallen
But broken
I never had
Been hurt so bad
I hate that someone likes you
I hate that Im not the only one to
I hate that no one loves you
The same way I do
I hate that you like someone who hurts you
I hate that you love that person the same way I love you
I hate that Im still hoping
Hoping for nothing
I hate that you're the reason I smile
I hate that I only stay with you for a while
I hate that I cant be with you every time I want to
I hate that you don't love me too
There are plenty of things I hate about loving you
But I still feel the same way no matter what I do
Whatever I do nothing happen
It cant go back, my heart is broken
I want to hurt myself, I tried
You told me to stop, so I cried
I don't know what I feel or how will I feel, happy or sad?
You care for me BUT as a friend, I feel good and bad
Its hard to resist you
If I love you
I tried leaving you
But I cant seem to
You are the only person who made me feel this way
The one that make me feel bad and okay
You hurt me at the same time you heal me
You are both killer and doctor, I know its crazy
This is the biggest secret I ever have
The secret of hatred and love
This feeling I kept hidden
The problem is it deepened
