I know that, what I feel
Is only for friends
This is incredibly real
But it always end
I realized that, even though its gone
It will never go back to the way it was.
Past is past and past is done
I wish, but I know it wont be, this will be the last
I feel jealousy
You're with another
The realization hit me
When we weren't together
I hate this feeling
I hate all of it
I hate, you missing
I want to quit
I thought I got through a dark tunnel
But I checked and saw that I was almost in the middle
I saw the long road at the other part of the tunnel
But I saw the longer road ahead and I thought its impossible
I dont want to continue
Im severely damaged
I need to find a cure
But that, I cant manage.
Is this reality?
Is it really?
When I know its possibility,
Is higher than the impossibility.
I have nothing
You left me alone
You left me hanging
And it goes deep into the bones
I saw your weakness
I stayed and did nothing
You saw my weakness
And you left me hanging
You were my inspiration
Every single bit
Specially our conversations
But you quit
Until now, you still are
The road behind us is long
I know we've come so far
But when you saw the troubles beyond, you left me alone
I am now on my own
Im not with anyone anymore
I am now alone
It can never go back to before
