Be Crazy!

15: I'm Not Sure

I'm back to this fanfic guys! :D
I hope you all are happy that this story continues! 
Can I get some votes and comments to show me how happy you all are??? 

------------------------------||------------------------

Chapter 15: I’m Not Sure.  

Kayla POV:

The next day:

I logged on the internet and opened the Facebook page of E! I looked for the news about the kissing. There were a ton of pictures of me and Justin. I'm glad that the papz got my better side not bad.

What am I saying? 
I looked thru all pictures and read all the comments like always some people supported it, others started the hate. I saw most of the supporting because I was a Belieber too.

It made me smile but the negativity was really bad. Some comments were about how I became the OLLG, that my dad had paid a lot so I could become it. Most of them were about how I dressed like a hooker. That I was a slut or something like that. When in reality I didn’t dress that trashy. If you consider dress that goes down to my knee and shoes slutty I wondered what they dress like but it’s all part of going out with a celeb, the fame thing. I knew it, I’m sitting on that fan base side whether they believe me or not.

As I kept re-reading some of the comments my heart was breaking slowly.
I had to change the page.

I saw I had a new friendship request, it just popped out. It was one Justin Bieber. I didn't know it was Justin. So I decided to texted him.

"Did you send me a Facebook request?"

“I did. :$” He said and sent me a shy smiley.  I accepted it immediately. I was calm with accepting him, no one would see I had accepted his friendship request because my profile was hidden, none of my friends could see it.  I rarely accepted people that I didn’t know.

I looked thru his pictures and I found one with his little sister and brother, the 3 of them looked so cute, I hit the like button. As I did that the facebook chat popped out, the name on it was ‘Justin Bieber’.

“She’s already stalking my profile J ” He just sent me.

“I wouldn’t be that sure :P” I said to him.

“Excuse me miss… I just saw your like coming in.”

“Maybe I am! :$” I said.

“No worries… we both are stalking each other.” As he said that a like came in.

“Oh… so mister accusing others to stalk is stalking too?!”

“If you aren’t, then I’m not stalking.”

“DEAL!”

“Hahaha, so how are you?”  How was I? Oh yeah loved the comments on the kissing thing… obviously not. But I wouldn’t tell him.

“I’m super fine. J and you?”

“I could be better…”

“What can I do to make you feel better?” I smiled as I hit the send button.

“Be here with me…” He said I just melted at that.

I wrote and re-wrote what I was going to send him, I didn’t want to be too ‘BANG!’ or too despaired.

“I wouldn’t mind to be right there with you.”

“You wouldn’t?”

“No… how did the meeting go with management?” I had to change the subject of the conversation, I just wasn’t like that.

“Not that well… They let me talk to you but we can’t see each other.” He said.  How could they be so mean? Why did they control them so much?

“Oh. Okay.” I said I didn’t know what to else to say to him. I didn’t want him to have problems with management.

“Are you mad?” He asked. That was a dumb question.

“I knew the mangers could be bad but didn’t know they could chose who you see…” I pressed the enter button and at that moment my mom came.

-I’m home sweetheart. – She shouted from the front door.

-No need to shout. – I said to her closing the laptop.

-Oh. You are here. – She said as she entered the kitchen. –What’s going on?

-Nothing. – I lied.

-Kayla… - My mom said.

-It’s just Justin and I can talk to each other but we can’t meet up. That’s so weird.

-Yes it is. – She said putting the grocery on the isle and took the seat next to me.

-What had I done? – I said putting my head down on the laptop. – This was so wrong!!!

-Kayla, don’t be like that, - She said caressing my shoulder. – Things will sort out. You’ll see.

-Sure they will, mom.- I lifted my head and looked at her. – I was just a hook up. And, and,…

-You are making too many movies in your head. Relax. Maybe his managers will allow you both to see each other soon.

-And you are telling me I’m the one who is making movies? – I asked her.

-You are. What if Justin is falling for you?

-He wouldn’t.

-Stop being so negative.

-It’s so hopeless to open up to this freaking world. – I said more to me than my mother. – I’m going upstairs.- I said picking my phone and my laptop and walked upstairs.

My mom wanted the best for me and that’s why she thought me and Justin had a chance but all odds were against us being together. Heck! Why am I telling we are together when we aren’t?

I put my laptop on the desk and turned the music on. I sat near the window, the view I had was upon the woods. I looked to it, but I didn’t capture its beauty, my mind wasn’t letting me do it. Justin was all I could think off, I can’t imagine how this will be. We will certainly fall apart. We are too many miles away from each other, even if we have a friendship, I don’t know if it will last.

My phone ringed but I didn’t bother to see what it was. I couldn’t stop thinking, I wished the thoughts stopped for a while. I picked my drawing notepad and started to draw what I saw in front of me. I wasn’t good at it but I was trying it out.

I spent the whole day just drawing and listening to music, I had my mind off.

At dinner my mom made my favorite dish, I knew she wanted me to cheer up. I hadn’t check my phone or my computer. Mom gave me advices during the dinner, something that was normal. She basely told me “Go with the flow and see where things will bring you”.  It’s always great to talk to my mom, she was the reason I wouldn’t lose my tracks.

That night I didn’t bother to look at the phone or computer, I felt in sleep right away.

‘I walked down the street at night, the moon lighted up my way and the stars shined bright. I heard footsteps behind me and a laugh.

-Don’t walk away. – As the person said I turned around to see him.

-I wouldn’t Justin. – I said smiling and hugged him and spin me around. – Justinnn stop! - I said laughing.

-Only if you tell me you love me! – He said.

-Alright! I loveee you! – I said laughing, he put me down and looked in to my eyes.

-You are my everything. – He said. His eyes went to my lips and I couldn’t help to bit them, his lips crushed on mine and I couldn’t help to smile in to the kiss.”