Jongdae pulled Minseok into a tight embrace, wrapping his arms tightly around the olders back.
"Hyung... can't I be the one you want to kiss and embrace from now on?" Jongdae whispered closely into Minseok's ears.
The words sent a chill through his ears.
"Hahaha... what do you mean Jongdae-ah? Why would you want to be with me? You're not like me, you don't feel that way about men. You don't have to do this to comfort me." Minseok said sweetly.
He gave Jongdae a sweet smile as he pulled away and turned to climb back onto his bed.
But Jongdae could tell he was upset.
Minseok felt that Jongdae was forcing himself to help him fulfil his desires.
But that was not the case.
Jongdae acted out of an uncontrollable urge.
It just happened.
The two of them remained silent when they woke up in the morning for their next schedule.
It was uncomfortable.
They exchanged several glances to each other but turned away in embarrassment.
Jongdae felt guilty, as if he has ruined their long years of friendship through just one action.
He needed to make this right again.
They arrived at the photo shoot for their new album.
The members waiting for their names to be called and have their photos taken.
"Next up is Xiumin and Chen please" said the photographer.
The two of them walked up in front of the white background next to each other.
They eye avoided contact and did as they were asked.
This is not what Jongdae had hoped for.
As the two walked off the shoot, Minseok headed towards the exit into a hallway.
Jongdae followed behind speed walking towards the older.
Minseok turned around startled at the sight of Jongdae rushing towards him and pinning him against the wall.
Their eyes met at the same level.
The two stared deep into each other's eyes in silence.
"Jongdae... why are you doing this to me?" Minseok asked looking down at his feet.
He took a glance at Jongdae who looked as if he was about to burst into tears.
"I'm not forcing myself hyung..." Jongdae said with a shaking voice "you're special to me hyung".
Minseok looked at Jongdae's lips and up at his gaze again.
"I won't be able to control myself if you carry on like this" said Minseok as he pushed his lips to Jongdae's.
He pulled away to see the younger in shock.
"Don't you understand? The one I liked was you all along."
Jongdae looked at Minseok in shock.
Minseok walked away from Jongdae past the exit and back into the photo shoot.
Jongdae no longer knew what to do with this situation anymore.
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uncontrollably fond | xiuchen
Fanfictionminseok and jongdae are best friends that have known each other since high school. however they weren't just any pair. minseok who's preference is different from the norm, always had the support of his best friend by his side. however, after enteri...
