05 ; not holding back

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"You've always loved hyung... since the beginning".

In that moment... Jongdae felt as if the weight on his chest was washed away.

He no longer seemed surprised. He was happy that he found the truth deep within his heart.

As the tears welled up he looked up and smiled "I see... I see...".

Chanyeol and Baekhyun were no longer in the room to give Jongdae some time to take in his thoughts.

He felt relaxed, he's never felt so free and warm.

The true him he never found... was the best treasure he discovered.

Minseok came out of the shower, standing still in front of the bedroom door.

He didn't want to enter the room.

The silence tugged at his heart.

He didn't want their friendship to be over.

He took a last deep breath and opened the door.

What a surprise.

Minseok came in and shut the door behind him.

He was startled at Jongdae who ran and pulled him into his arms. "... w-what is it?" He asked Jongdae in a flustered tone.

Jongdae's pulled Minseok tighter into the embrace, his arms tight around his hyung. "Hyung... I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm so-" he was cut off my Minseok.

"What are you apologising for?" He asked in a soft comforting voice.

His honey like voice ringed in Jongdae's ears, such a sweet sound, a sound he wanted to hear everyday.

Every night.

...

"Hyung... I love you". The words finally came out, words he meant from the bottom of his heart.

The words he's been meaning to say.

Jongdae pulled back to see the elders expression.

A face completely flushed red, looking up at him like a lost puppy.

Adorable he thought to himself.

Minseok looked away to avoid eye contact "I told you didn't I, you don't have to say this to comfort me. You can't force yourself to like me in that way..." said Minseok.

He looked up to see the younger with a serious expression.

"I'm serious."

Jongdae examined Minseok's features, slowly stroking Minseok's rosy cheeks with his hands.

He slowly pecked Minseok, from forehead, to eyes, to cheeks, to nose, and finally paused at the elders lips.

"May I?" he whispered asking for permission.

Nod.

Turning his head slightly, slowly bringing his face closer to his partners and pressed his lips against the others.

He deepened the kiss, moving more and passionately.

Minseok responded by kissing him back, clinging his arms around his youngers neck to embrace him.

The sound of heavy breathing could be heard in the bedroom.

It was like paradise.

Minseok slipped his tounge into the youngers mouth, signaling for more.

Jongdae got the message and pushed Minseok down onto his bed, pinning him down with his arms.

He looked down to see Minseok, breathing heavily, small droplets of sweat on his forehead.

He'd never seen such a seductive sight.

He wanted more.

He reached for Minseok's shirt and pulled it off then pulling his own shirt off.

They continued to kiss.

Slowly kissing down his neck, down his stomach and to the secret he wanted to unravel.

He's never been more excited in his life.

"Hyung... are you aroused?" he teased Minseok while feeling him from outside then reached for waist of his pants and pulled them down to reveal his partners secret.

He slowly spread his thighs apart and teased him with his hand, motioning up and down making him feel good.

"A-a-ah Jongdae-ah" Minseok moaned while panting from pleasure.

Jongdae became even more aroused at the sight of Minseok's pleasure.

He removed his pants and revealed his aroused member.

Without hesitation he entered and began to move.

"A-h Jongdae-ah" Minseok repeatedly moaned as the younger penetrated deeper.

"Say my name more Minseok-ah" Jongdae groaned.

"Minseok, are you almost there?" Jongdae panted as he almost reaches his climax.

Minseok violent nods and flings his arms around Jongdae embracing him in the moment .

The two of them collapse onto the bed facing each other still embracing each other.

"Jongdae-ah... we just did it..." Minseok pants.

"I know hyung. Do you know my feelings for you now?" Jongdae asked staring deep into his partners eyes.

"I know... I love you... my Jongdae..."

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