I've failed my English test
I've failed my spanish test
Finals- 2 classes done, 3 more classes to go
I've lost my closest friend.
Not just a friend actually.
But my closest friends.
I think they don't see me anymore
It's like I'm not there
I want to cry
Sometimes I wish I have no feelings
If only I didn't have feelings
My mind wouldn't be distracted.
I'll concentrate more
And
Would have not failed the test
I should have not.
I've surprised my teachers with the result on my finals.
Yes, I feel ashamed of myself.
Those two classes are supposed to be my best classes. My favourite classes too.
Why does this happen during finals?
Why can't it be in any other day? Or other week? Or other month?
Now, I just want to stop feeling.
