I tried to make things okay,
I said everything i could say,
I called you my sun and moon,
I thought of you all afternoon,
I tried to be happy and smile,
But thinking of it now my mouth fills with bile,
The rush and excitement,
I didn't know what it meant,
I thought the on and off was normal love,
But i was just a silly little dove
I go with others,
Perfect for hunters,
I never flew on my own wings,
I never realized all people want are quick flings,
I thought I could be smart,
I thought finding love was an art,
When you fail cover it and start again,
Go back to where it began,
I tried my best to be the queen,
But was just caught between,
What was love,
How would i know if i was a silly little dove,
I stil do not know the meaning of love.
