January 17, 2017
Hey guys...so I got good news and bad news. Lots of bad news to be honest. I'm sorry if this chapter will be too upsetting for you. If it is it's ok for u to skip it...
So remember when I told you that I had a Bf? Yeah....about that...hehe nope! Not anymore. We lasted three months tho! It ended with a crash and burn with a slight heart break but I'm over it now. We broke up about a month ago so yeah.
More bad news...so one of my dogs passed away on Sunday, January 15th. He was a pitbull mastif and was diagnosed with cancer a couple months ago...I'm just happy he's not suffering now. He's in a better place forever in my heart.
The last bad news....I've been feeling a bit depressed lately. Don't worry I'm not the hard core self harm type depressed person I just have different mood swings every once and a while. Some times I'll feel happy and other times I'll feel sad but most of the time I feel happy, sad, angry, depressed, wanna cry forever, wanna scream. It just sucks but talking about it kinda helps.
Ok now for the good news! Indoor track has started and I set a new personal record in long jump! I jumped 12ft 8in!!! It's not that long but it's somethin...right? Plus I made a new friend! He goes to Dover though so we don't hang out a lot but we text.....a lot! It's nice to have new people to talk to especially when the old people start drifting away or somethin...
Well...that's all I have for now. Sorry it took me so long to update. Till next time,
-Jynessica
