Blinded By This Thug

Chapter Three...

KACEY

It was 4:00 AM and I'm still up thinking. It's not like I was embarrassed because she not living on the good side either but her not judging me ... Made me have a soft side for her. Her light snores calmed me.

5:15 AM and I'm still up. She haven't once woke up yet. I don't know shorty from a can of paint and I feel comfortable around her. Everybody in my life always Hurted me and around her i feel complete.

6:00 AM goes by and I'm still up thinking. If it wasn't for my fucked up ass Dad my mother would never be hooked up on drugs and my brother Elijah would of never been dead. My dad swore up and down since Elijah turned 18 he was ready to get in the buisness to start making The family money. He always told me "son just 2 more years for you" I was 16 at the time and I already knew I wanted nothing to do with the shit. Sex Trafficking wasn't my idea dream job. It's sad how my dad made good money off of it but still refused to feed his family. Elijah..Elijah man was all I had and my bitch ass daddy took him away from me. If he wouldn't never had made Elijah fuck Honey The biggest hoe of all , her Husband wouldn't never had caught Elijah and killed him. What I never understood was that why did it have to be my brother out of all the people she was fucking? When my brother died it's like my mother lost it and It's like my dad didn't give a damn. Found his body on a Tuesday Morning. My dad the one who told me Honey Husband killed him. After my brother death my dad left the state. Never had a funeral for my brother or nothing. Am I wrong for thinking something else went down'? I'll never forget my fucking brother. Every since my dad left my mom just basically said fuck life. She once told me why couldn't she go with my dad and I go with Elijah. Cruel shit to say to ya 16 year old son right? You would think 2 years later my mother would of changed or my dad would of came back but nope. Shit got worser so I wish a mathafucka would talk down on me selling!

7:00 am and I'm still up thinking. It was time for shorty to go to school but for some reason I didn't wanna wake her up. Them snores..I'm telling y'all..smh .. I slowly got up and made my way over to her bed.

"Shorty .. Get up for school." I said shaking her. Not only she Hadda get up for school but I Hadda get up and go meet with Big Mike for a job. Ever been tired of struggling? Ever been tired of going to bed hungry and wondering when yo next meal gone be? Yeah me too.

Shorty groaned a little then finally got up. She looked over at her clock and signed. "Yo can you hurry up or something I got shit to do." I snapped watching how slow she was going. I wasn't gone just leave with out her ain't no telling where her crazy ass grandma at. She slowly nods her head and walked to the bathroom.

30 minuets later Shorty came out dressed in some faded jeans and a also faded hoodie with air maxes. I wanted to laugh a lil bit but look at me I ain't no better I got on pants to big for me and a dirty ass white tee with busted Forces. Not to mention I need a damn hair cut. Let's just say we both look fucked. Shorty walked out the room to go see where her grandma was at and walked back in. "She's gone, come on." I nodded my head and fallowed her out the rusted down apartment with my bags in my hand. We reached the corner and was about to depart ways.

"Just throw a rock at my window or something whenever your ready to come back I'll be in my room." She said looking down then walking away. Shit actually fucked me up because I wasn't planning on coming back. The way shorty was already plan on me coming back did something to me. Yeah even the simple shit count so FUCK y'all.. If y'all went through what I been through y'all would understand.

I nodded my head and started walking to Big Mike Trap on the Northside where he said to meet him at. It's crazy how many traps this nigga got. I wanna be just like him I don't give a fuck how stupid that sound.  Finally making it there 30 minuets later I was greeted by Big Mike Body guard. "Boss is expecting you" he said simply and lead me to Big Mike office. I knocked twice and he called for me to open the door.