Nobody know how I feel!

Never be myself

I feel invisible to people I will never be notes be people in this world and I will not see the colors in the day of time because of them. I mean I will never be myself in this world right now I will never be myself. I will never find the right person for me. I have to go for know I will have to find away to be how I am first to be with you at this point. I have not seen myself love again or trying to love another in my life. I will never find myself at this point. I'm in a hole that I can't get out off and I can't see the light that is come through.