Without you, There is no me (Jaime Preciado FanFic)

Life... (Trigger Warning)

~Kyrie's POV~ (Trigger Warning)

Mike and Madison started getting to comfortable and lovey dovey so I went to my room. Mike and I usually were close, until he had a little thing with some girl. Which is usually every time he goes out. He jumps from girl to girl, to girl. Which is pretty fucking annoying, since Vic stopped dating anyone once he found out I was self-harming... Whereas, Mike did the total opposite. I didn't want them to stop their lives for me, but I also didn't want them to be a man whore... I sigh and look at the clock next to my bed. 12:30AM... Ugh... My mind started racing, and the voices started again... No... I dropped to my knees by my bed.

 They hate you. They ALL do. They're lying. Kill yourself, they'll be better off. Grab it. "No... No... Stop..." I mutter to myself. I had started crying and at this point I had shoved myself in the corner of my room behind my bed. "Stop... Go away..." I mumble. Grab it. Make more. You know where it's at. Get it. Die. They'll leave you anyway. They despise you. They all put up with you. Get it over with. I felt arms around me, "Shhhh hun. I'm here focus on me." I heard his soothing voice. Bubbly Hime was being so serious.. Die already. You're a slut that means nothing to them. Jaime doesn't love you. He wants you dead. That's why Mike fucks all those girls. I whimper and climb out of his arms and scramble to my dresser. DO IT! They started screaming and I was sobbing. I ignored Jaime's talking. And grabbed my razor with my right hand, and just sliced my left arm. "Kyrie stop!" he whisper-yelled. I just shook my head and went to slice my arm again, but Jaime grabbed it from me before I could, and chucked it out of my window. I gasped and dropped to my knees. "I....I... I need that.." I said between sobs and he just hugged me. "No you don't. Trust me." He muttered and got up holding me in his arms and carried me into the bathroom, setting me on the counter, he started getting some stuff to clean my arm. I try to choke back my tears. "It's the voices again, isn't it?" he asked softly, trying not to awaken anyone else. He and I were close, this wasn't the first time he had to stop me. I just nod, sadly. He sighs. "Doll, you need to remember you have four people who care about you very, VERY, much. And I'd be so devastated if I lost you. I hate seeing you go through this. I don't want to lose you. Ever." he paused as he finished bandaging my arm.

~Jaime's POV~

 "Doll, you need to remember you have four people who care about you very, VERY, much. And I'd be so devastated if I lost you. I hate seeing you go through this. I don't want to lose you. Ever." I paused as I finished cleaning her up. Fuck, am I really going to do this now? "ILoveYou" I muttered quickly under my breath as I picked her back up, bridal style. "What was that Hime?" She looked up at me, her beautiful chocolate brown eyes sparkling. I shook my head, "Nothing." I say as I set her in her bed, she yawned so I tucked her in. I went to walk away but she grabbed my wrist. "Please stay with me..?" she begged, I could see the tears welling in her eyes again. "Of course beautiful." She giggled lightly and pulled the blankets down so I could get under them. I climbed in and she automatically curled into my chest, so I wrapped my arms around her. I started humming softly trying to help her sleep and almost instantly she was asleep. Her face was beautiful when she was asleep she looked so peaceful. Her mouth was open enough that little snores were coming from her and they were just adorable. I could get used to this. What? No, Jaime you've liked her forever but Mike and Vic would kill you. I mentally shook myself and listened to her steady breaths and little snores. Finding myself quickly falling asleep to the beautiful music of her just breathing.