Without you, There is no me (Jaime Preciado FanFic)

Brothers are a good thing

      ~Kyrie's POV~

  I walked into my room and Vic shut the door. Okay, private conversation. I walk over to my bed, well probably more like limp over to my bed. Vic cleared his throat when I sat down, I instantly looked down. I can't stand the look of disappointment from Vic, I've seen it too many times. 

 "Kyrie. Sweetheart. Please look at me." Vic's voice cracked as he talked, oh god that broke my heart. I looked up at him, I saw a single tear roll down his cheek.

 "Why didn't you tell us?" I knew that question was going to come up. Vic was our big brother, he may not look it. I sigh shakily, then I broke down. I hate crying in front of people, even if they were my brothers. Mike hugged me softly, as I sobbed harder. Then I told them everything. I didn't mean to, it slipped. I told them about my depression, the suicidal thoughts, the voices, everything Damon did to me, and I even slipped and told them about my self-harming. God I hoped it was too incoherent, I did not need them knowing everything I went through when they were gone.

 "Smokey." Mike was the one who spoke this time.

 "We're always here for you. I love you, so much babydoll. Please try to stop harming yourself." his voice broke and a tears rolled down his face as well. I then felt Vic hugging me on the other side. "Yes, Ky. We're your brothers. You're our only family left. We can't lose you, or one another. Please do try to stop harming yourself, if you need help or advice. I'm always here, you know I went through it as well." Vic talked softly.

 "I.. I know.. I'm so sorry." I sob harder in their arms. I'm honestly so thankful they're who I'm stuck with. After what seemed like forever, the hushed murmurs of 'everything will be okay' I finally had the strength to explain it.

 "I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. I was so scared. Damon kept getting worse, and worse. I was afraid if I said anything, he'd beat me to a bloody pulp. Or worse. Then I didn't want you guys worrying because you were on tour. I'm sorry I screwed up guys. The four of you coming home and seeing what he did, gave me the courage and strength to leave him. Thank you guys." I say, quite proudly toward the end. The boys smile at me.

"I'm going to go tell Jaime and tony to find something to do tonight. Honestly, because I think we need some brothers and sister bonding time." Vic suddenly announced, both Mike and I smiled at him approvingly. Vic left and told the other two boys what was happening. I mean they would be back later one, we all live in one house.

  A huge three story house. The living room, one bathroom, a guest bedroom, and the kitchen on the first floor. Mine, Mike, and Tony's rooms on the second floor, along with a second bathroom, and a den area that we made into the video game/band room. Vic and Jaime lived on the third story, all to themselves with an additional bathroom up there. Mom and pop had quite some money saved for us in case something happened to them. They were in a car accident two years ago, a drunk driver collided into them. No survivors from that accident. It made me sad to think about it, but part of me knew they were watching over us.

 Vic came back to my room, I hadn't noticed Mike was rubbing my back. I look up at him and he pulled out Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (for Mike), Caroline (Vic's choice), and finally Rocky Horror Picture Show (for me). I smiled hugely, and my eldest brother put Caroline on first. I love these loco boys. By the time RHPS was half over, I started falling asleep. I fell asleep feeling completely safe with my two brothers right there for me.

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  Short I know. But that ended up being a cute brothers/sister thing. Anywhore... feedback?(: