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Alexander's p.o.v.
I just said that didn't I?! I looked up to see Je-Thomas blushing profusely. He seemed really flustered. I just liked the warmth of his hug. I could almost fall asleep. Come to think of it i was really tired. Hmmm what would Thomas do if I pretended to be asleep?

I started to fake snore. Thomas tensed up. He was like this for a little while, when suddenly Thomas started stroking my hair gently.

It was weird but i liked it for some reason. I heard a soft hum from Thomas.

He began singing a quiet song. I couldn't quite make out the words but it was to the tune of 'my darling clementine'.

God could Jefferson sing. I pretended to wake up but Thomas kept singing. I listened and I could feel the redness on my face. He was singing directly to me calling me darling.

He continued to stroke my hair until i moved.

"Oh you're awake." A blush crept onto his face.

"Don't stop because of me." He had a beautiful voice.

"Oh no! I'm not singing for you!" He said firmly.

"Oh ok." Yes, I was disappointed. I loved his voice. I loved hi-stop alexander god dammit!

Why is it that for the past hour and a half I've been hugging Thomas? It's nothing Alex, I told myself. You were scared from the storm. That's reasonable right.

It still didn't explain why I let go reluctantly. I put the in gear. My head spun for a second.

"Why did you hug me?" Thomas sounded confused.

"Why didn't you push me away?" I retorted.

"I thought you were having an anxiety attack." He sounded quiet. I glanced over and he was on the verge of tears.

"What's wrong?" I demanded.

"Pull over!" I did so as fast as I could.
I tried to read his eyes. They were blurry with tears.

He grabbed me up in a hug.
"Thank you!"

"F-for what?" I stuttered. Dammit.

"That is the first time anyone has hugged me in years!" What about James I thought. He continued.

"James never hugged me or held me. He just worked. No one has hugged me for a long time!" He was crying. Of course i hugged him. I couldn't let him cry.

Jefferson's p.o.v.
I was crying. Why? I have no idea. But hamilton was hugging me and i liked it. Why?! I think that maybe it won't be so bad having the same classes. I stopped crying. He let go but I could tell he didn't want to. Then he had an idea.  Shit. His ideas always end up biting people in ass.

This one however sounded good.

"Let's go to a bar tonight to forget the whole-"   I cut him off.

"The whole James breaking up with me thing?" I said. He went quiet. 

"And anything else we don't want to think about."he added.

"Okay. Let's get stupid!" It was already 3:00. HOLY SHIT! We have been in this car for three hours.

Time skip to 8:00 cuz i'm a lazy bitch
Alexander's p.o.v.

We left around 8:00. It was still a little early but we had to pick up our friends, well my friends.

We had to squash eight people into Jefferson's fancy ass five seater car.

When we finally pulled in the bar we split up promising one of us wouldn't get to drunk so we could get home and keep the others in check.

Herc went with laf seeing how they were dating. John decided to go with them knowing they both would get REALLY drunk.

Angelica, Eliza, and Peggy went together because they were sisters so i was left with Jefferson.

Great.
Thomas' p.o.v.

About three hours in Alexander was drunk. I had to stay sober to get us home because no one else would.

Alexander kept trying to get me to drink.

"Come on tommy boy relax."

"Alexander, do you want to get home alive? I can't drink."

"Fine...Thomass!" He smirked at the insult he threw at me.

"Oh fuck you." I was mad that he would call me that even though I've been called worse.

He leaned over and whispered "well maybe later."

I pushed him away blushing.
"Lets just go home."
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We had dropped everybody off at their house and pulled up to our dorm.

I had to practically drag Hamilton in. He groaned and flopped down on the couch.

Suddenly he stood and walked up to me.

"Hey Thomas guess what!" He sounded excited.

"What?" I snapped looking up from my book.

"It's later."

"Wha-" I was cut off by Hamilton pressing his lips to mine.

My stomach fluttered and did backflips. His lips felt right against mine. After getting over the shock I kissed back.

He pulled away and smirked.
"My bed or yours?"

I blushed.
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Thomas' p.o.v.

I woke up in someone else's bed. I knew this room but this wasn't my bed. I rolled over and noticed Hamilton next to me.

I shot up and Hamilton snickered.

"D-did we-" I stuttered.

"Yep." Hamilton sounded sure of it.

Crap. Or maybe it was a good thing. No. Yes?

Yes.

I grabbed Hamilton up in a hug suddenly. I let go and he looked confused.

I wasn't sure how to explain so I kissed him. Maybe that helped? He almost immediately kissed back. This was a good thing.
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Hey guys sorry this took so long i'm a lazy piece of shit. K bye😊
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