I felt terrible it wasn't my best day and yet he was still the only thing I cared about, I can't believe myself I was basically a puke machine and the only thing I was thinking about was him .I don't know maybe it's the way he kissed me the first time I met him or maybe it's the fact that I'm pretty much delusional with the medication my mom gave me.Wait let me back track..... my name is Hazel grace Lancaster I've suffered from kidney cancer for a while. I found out when I was 13 the same year I met him, my love, my best friend, my partner in crime, James carter. The day I found out I was heart broken I was crying so much that I didn't even notice when he came and sat down next to me in the lobby. I looked up when I felt a hand on mine. " hey are you ok" he said, his eyes where a blue grayish color and I couldn't help but stare.He is actually really cute he has brown hair a red and blue flannel which he looks really hot in , I realized I was staring and looked away blushing." ummm yeah I'm decent". I looked back up to see him staring." sorry it's just ... what's wrong". I look down at our hands he intertwined them. " I'm fine really ". Ok but if there's anything wrong you can talk too me, by the way my name is James carter but you can call me Jc , I smiled looking down ,I looked up and said my name was Hazel Grace Lancaster. that was the faithful day I met the only person in the world I would live for.