Fuckboy Bestfriend- E.D

.9.

"It's okay, Nessa. You don't need anyone but people who love you. I'm still here I'll never leave you on your own. Just please stop." Ethan shushed me, as I cried he held me in his chest.

"I don't want to be here anymore. I hate it, Ethan. No one loves me." I sobbed, my words barley audible.

I couldn't stop, I had to let it all out. I wanted to stop, but I just couldn't.

"I understand you feel like that. I know everything about you and I'm still here. I tried everything to make you feel better, Nessa. You know I did, but you make the wrong decisions. You did, what you did and no one can change that, you could've, but decided not to." Ethan continued.

"No matter what, I'll love you. You know I will. But I don't like seeing you like this, it hurts me. You're the first person I had ever let in my life and I know that I'm the only person you let in yours."

"But please I need you to stop."

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"Ethan!" I called from downstairs hoping he'd hear me.

"Yeah?"

"Can you come here?!"

"No!?"

"Please!"

"No!"

"Please!"

"Fine!"

I giggled as I heard Ethan's footsteps down the stairs.

"What do you want?" He asked walking closer to me.

I was laying on the couch watching some movie I found on Netflix, and I'm actually really loving it at the moment.

"Can you bring me cereal?" I smiled innocently.

"You have legs, your have hands and fingers. I'm sure it's possible you can get it yourself."

"Please, I'll give you 5 bucks." I know I'm able to get the cereal on my own but you know, I'm that lazy.

"Milk or no milk?" He soon gave in as soon as I mentioned the money, which he's not going to get anytime soon because I don't have any right now.

But he'll get over it.

"No milk." I say, is it wired I eat dry cereal? Like I just eat it like a snack almost everyday.

Ethan walked away to the kitchen coming back almost immediately.

He handed me the box on Honey Bunches of Oats before waving his hand in my face as if he's waiting for the money.

"It's in my backpack." I lied. "I'll give it to you tomorrow."

"You better." He threatened before walking off to the stairs.

I took almost a handful of cereal in the palm of my hand, shoving it in my mouth before whispering.

"I won't."

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"Ethan!"

"No" he called back before I would be able to say anything.