Behind those Beautiful Smile || JHS

The JHope [Behind-The-Scenes]

Jhope P.O.V

"Hello!! I'm your hope!! BTS Jhope-inmida 🙋🏻‍♂️" I said it cheerfully,
After all...I'm still representing the 'Hopeful' + 'Happy Virus' in the group:') but who will know those hidden scars of mine.

After the long interview, we went back to the dorm to rest. Just as I was about to sleep I received a phone call.

The ID shows
"Dad"
I was very hesitant to answer the phone call but I ended up answering it,

-Start of conversation-
Me:
"Hello..?"

Dad:
"Where the F*ck are you?"
-I am pretty sure that he's drunk again🙄-

Me:
"I will not be going back home for quite some time. I'm having a world tour soo-"

Dad:
"You better get your ass back here now and bring some cash with you! You haven't been giving me money!!"

Me:
"I freaking gave you Ten Thousand dollars last week? Have you used it all up already? I'm not giving you any dollar!!!"

Dad:
"You lil piece of SHIT! After i have brought you up,this is how you're gonna repay me? It's your fault that your mum passed away!!"

I gritted my teeth in anger, I hated the fact that my dad always uses my mum death on me.

My mum passed away while giving birth to me and my dad have been blaming me for my mum's death since young and even I have been blaming myself for that.

Me:
"It's Grandma who had brought me up! Not you!"

My dad has never showed me any love towards me since young...In my memories, I only remembered being abused by him. I-I Hated Him.

I was taken care by my grandmother who have just passed away few years ago. My one & only person besides my elder sister, that will show me love is gone. When she left me part of me went with her as well...

Dad:
"Get back here now! If not your noona will suffer in your place!"
-I heard my sister screaming in agony behind-

Me:
"F*ck! Don't touch noona! Fine! I'm coming back home with Cash!!"
-End of conversation-

I quickly ran out of the dorm to retrieve some cash from the bank and ignoring my members calling out for me at the back.

I ran as fast as I could and have finally reached home.
I open the door hastily and my heart immediately scattered into pieces when I saw my lovely sister sitting in a corner covered with all bruises and blood.

I was boiling mad! I clenched my fist and walked towards my drunken dad. I threw the money on his face and said,

"Here's your money, you drunken trash! And I'm warning you! Don't you dare touch noona again!"

Dad:
-Punch me-
"You rude lil shit!! Is this how your grandma teaches you to talk to your biological father?!"

Me:
-Chuckle lifelessly & wiped off the blood on the corner of my lips-
"Father?! I never had one in my life..I only have a grandma and a sister!!"
-And there it goes again, the abused started again...-

After the abuse. My dad collapsed drunkly & exhaustedly

I quickly brought noona to the hospital, while the doctor is cleaning up her wounds she look into my eyes and said,

Sister:
Hoseok ahhh~~ I'm tired of the abused. But I'm more worried and sad for you... You are an idol!!
You gotta stop yourself from coming back home just to save me and ended up having bruises & cuts everywhere.
You have an image to carry, so DONT COME BACK HOME AGAIN! "
-My heart hurts from what my sister said. I can't believe that she said this...-

Me:
"Noo-"

Sister:
"If you still love & treat me as your noona, hear me out and listen to me...It would also be best if you would stop blaming yourself over our mums death..It's not your fault..Don't worry about me..I will call every once a week..."

I just nodded as an agreement and looked down to my feet, somehow part of me knows something bad is gonna happen soon right after I made that agreement..

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