Niall's POV:
"Slow Motion Moment" is real! I feel it right now!
She is walking in like slow motion it feels like me and her was the only people in the world she smile at me and I smile back
Then I heard a voice
"Hello!? Niall to world?!" Aspen said way to ruin the moment aspen!
"Uh.. yeah" I said
"Hi I'm Barbie" she said and smile at me
"Hey I'm Niall" I said and I grasp her hand and shook it
**45 minutes after**
The three of us talk and I realised that Barbie is girly but it's okie for me she's beautiful.
We had a nice conversations, jokes, about her family and mine, laughs
I actually had fun.
Well aspen is jut smiling at us.
All I did is smile back at her
Aspen's POV:
Well I have a feeling that niall fancy Barbie well I can't blame him I mean I fancy him a lot but yeah.. he can choose who is the girl he fancy and date.
I just smile here they're talking about their mom about how Barbie's mom protect her because shes the only kid and how Niall's mom treat him like a baby because his the baby of the family
I feel the tears in my eyes but i try my hard not to cry in front of them
They're getting along good like they know each other for like forever
I looked at my phone and just play my phone I just want to block their conversation about their family
I sigh and I looked at niall and smile at him and he smile back
I actually feel like a third wheel now
**after 30 mins**
"So? see you soon" Barbie said to Niall as Barbie kissed his cheeks and niall's cheeks began to turned red
"Sure" he said
"Bye aspen" she said and hugged me
"Bye see you soon" I said
The whole ride car was silent it was a comforting one niall was smiling like an idiot while driving I think he enjoy the night I mean his and barbie's night!
I'm not mad at him I'm just sad that's all.
"Thanks good night" I said to him
"Yeah good night" He said and smile at me
I go to my room and laid to my bed and hide my face to my pillow and cry I make a quiet sobs and I think no one can hear it since my face was in my pillow
My heart was breaking like a pieces now
(Self harm content)
I go to the loo and I reached my blade yes I cut
I did it since I was 13 but I promise my friends that I will never do it again but I regret it now they don't know that I'm doing it again
I cut my wrist and I just stare at it and the blood begun to fall I just stare there crying like I froze there with some tears in my eyes
When I'm done I pick up the napkin and cover it to my wrist
I laid back to my bed and I feel the tears again and that I slowly fell asleep
Niall's POV:
I know something wrong with aspen I know her more than she knew herself I can describe her from head to toe or from A-Z
I felt my phone vibrated it's Barbie
"Good night sweet dreams :*" she said
"Good night, sweet dream sweet girl. Niall xx"
Then I fell asleep with a smile on my face
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