jimin never spoke of his "illness" after that.
and i never understood why i was there in the first place.
my parents had been quick about it, shoving me in the car.
i remember the long drive up to sacramento, i remember the winding driveway of the manor.
it was a nightmare i never wanted to see come true.
why?! i had screamed. there's nothing wrong with me!
they looked sad, but were they really?
