i remember the first time i cried about it.
my fourth session with dr. kim.
he began with the same question.
"how are you feeling, yoongi?"
how did i answer?
"i dunno."
and then the dam fell through.
i cried and cried until i couldn't cry anymore.
"jimin, why did you do this to me?"
"why did you have to leave?"
"why did you have to leave me, and make me feel so empty inside?"