Sitaron Ke Jahan Mein

MY LIFE.....a doubt..

Hello guys.....
thanks for d love I m getting from u guys
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U r bearing everything
😢😢😢😢 for supporting me.....
dats really a best reward for me.....thanks a lot...
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After reaching home she directly went to her room n sat on d bed quitely.....
Her face was void of any emotion....

She was not believing dat she was having a hole in her heart since childhood

her trance was broken by her phone which was ringing by rd's call....
she wipped her tears immediately n picked his call...

S- hello.....

Rd- how r u now....

S- I m good randhir....
she said trying to be normal suppresing her sobs....

Rd- hmm.....
sanyukta I....I dont know wat is happening between us...

We had promised each other ki hum kabhi kuch nhi chupayenge....
apni sari problems ek dosre ke sath share karenge....
I dont know why...but u r breaking dat promise...

shayad mere he pyar me koi kami rah gyi hogi...

S- randhir..ye...ye kya kah rahe ho...plzz esa mat kaho...u know mai tumse bahut pyar karti hu...

she said feeling guilty while controlling her sobs...

I know tum mujhse bahut pyar kerte ho...itna pyar jitna koi bhi mujhse nhi kerta....

Rd- really...toh kyu tum itna stress sound ker rhi ho.....

S- randhir...wo bas chacha ji ko leker thodi tension thi...or kuch nhi...

Rd- chacha ji...wo theek toh h....

S- haa...ab sab theek h...
koi problem nhi h....
it was getting difficult for her to control her emotion....

Rd- tum sach kah rahi ho....

S- kitni baar kahu randhir.....
she said in little angry tone..

Rd- ok den...meri kasam kha ker kaho ki....

he cud nt complete as she bursted out on him....

S- just stop it randhir...
jab dekho kasam kasam kerte rahte ho....
why dont u understand ha.....thak chuki hu mai tumhe jawab dete dete...

har baar bas ek hi sawal....
abhi zinda hu mai...
saans bhi le rahi hu itna kafi nahi h tumhare liye...
baar baar ek hi sawal poochker mujhe pareshan kerna band karo....just...

all d anger....stress... frustation...love...care....
came out in a second...on him.
he was shocked on her sudden outburst....he was not getting wat to say....
it was first time he was facing an angry sanyukta
Rd- I m soory....
I...wo.....
ok bye kal baat kerte h...
take care...

wid dis he hung up d call....he was really hurt by her behaviour...he knew something was bothering her but she was not spilling it out....

She cried....cried coz she knew she hurted him badly....but wat to do how cud she take his swear.
She was angry on herself dat she even cudnt believe on her life....
her life is a...doubt

weather she will have a future or her life will end soon....den wat rd will do
how will he live....
dese question were disturbing her....dis was d reason of her outburst.