Months after he began to ignore me, I start to feel dizzy, I can't see straight and I can't think of anything to do. I call my dad and he comes home to take me to the doctors, I pass put before he could get home.
I get to the doctors, get the usual check up, "low blood pressure...and..." "...and?" I say impatiently. "your lab results, it shows here that your pregnant. did you know that?" I feel cold, and sick. I immedietly think of my love, and the doctor tells me the appointment is over, I have no further questions. I get in the car and dial his phone number. ''so I went to the doctors, and you should probably come over soon" Cody, "what's happening? should I be worried?" I cut him off by saying "just be at my house, 7o'clock'' then I hang up.
I have a headache and I have no clue what to do. How do I tell him? what will he think? will he be more distant now? what if he leaves me completely, my child will have its father. Wether he wants it or not. he pulls up in his moms car around 7:30, and says, "what's goin on?" I look at my feel nervously and say, ''my lab results camr back positive..'' "that's what condoms are for, what is it? the clap? herpes?" I say slowly and offended, "a boy." His jaw drops and not a word excapes his tounge.
I feel a tear run down my face, and he stands with a distance. ''I promise to be there for you. No matter what" I start to smile a bit, then he grabs my waist and says, "I'm so excited to be a dad, and im so excited to have a life with you"he forcefully kisses my lips, and I'm mindblown.
Cody Mankins, the Cody Mankins, the Friday night party house, the Cody Mankins that loves sex, but doesn't love girls... says he's excited for our life together.. I can't believe this. this can't be happening. After a while he leaves, but I still get a text back.
I think he might have changed..he just might have.
