You had me hit the ground running.
I wanted to stay.
I longed for it.
But when the ball was in my court, that's when I decided to let it pass. I decided to lose this one.
Sometimes I wonder if you knew the weight of the choices you made. Or was it just another reckless one you made on a whim?
It doesn't matter anymore.
All I know is that I tried my best.
Every day I look back and realize the good things I've done while allowing myself to be walked all over like a rug. I pitied myself as the bad guy in the story at first. I only seemed to see the terrible things I did in the past that led to the outcome of how things are now.
But my heart is s l o w l y changing. My mind is moving forward. My life is coming through. There's a sure contrast between my hollowed self and the current person of who I am.
Yet I can't help but wonder
It's a habit of my heart
I can't help but wonder
If you're going to return at all.
Oh well
It's none of my business anymore.
YOU ARE READING
THE ROSE CROWN 🌹
RandomThese are my snippets of writing. Some chapters contain poems while others contain a bit to read. *updated at least twice a week ** it's been three years since I've written anything. I have published the last couple of chapters I've held back from p...
