Love is not just a game (BEN x Male!reader)

Trying To Forget

(~In your dream~)

I was traped. There was nothing I could do to escape. I could see only darkness, and there was a deafening silence. I started running hoping to escape. "Help! Is anyone out there?! Please!" I kept screaming, but I was alone. After what felt like hours I fell to my knees, crying. I was alone, or so I thought.
"Get up you little piece of shit" I heard a voice I thought I would never hear again and looked around. The place I saw was the last place I wanted to see, the house I grew up in. "I'm not done with you yet. You little fagget I said get your ass up." His voice was dripping with venom. "Please stop. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry father." I was terrified.
Then the scene started to change. The house was darker and more rundown. My father was tied to a chair gagged and knocked out. "Come on, wake up already you lazy fucker. I have waited for years to do this so wake up!" I said impaitently and he woke up with a start. "The hell? Why am I tied up?" He shouted. "Well looks like you finally woke up, huh? Well no matter. I think that it's time that you finally get what you deserve you fat fuck." I said with a voice so dark that it even scared me.

I slowly walked over to him with a knife in hand. As I was about to strike the scene shifted once again. The person in the chair was not my father, it was my mother and she was crying. But I was to slow to stop my strike and I stabbed her in the stomach. "Oh god, I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean to. I can fix it." I cried to her feeling nothing but fear and sadness. The fear that she could die and sadness for I knew she would die. "Why did you do it? I loved you. Your just as bad as your father. Just as abusive." Her voice was full of pain, anger, and disappointment.

(Awake)

I woke up in a pool of sweat and tears. 'That dream, why do I still have that dream? I watched him kill her, so why do I have that dream? I killed my father, so maybe this is my punishment or my gilt. 'Well I'm not getting back to sleep, so what should I do? Maybe a movie, read, take a walk? You know what, I'll play Battle for the True King. It's been a few days since I played the game.' I thought tiredly.
I got up and went to my computer and turned it on. As I was about to get on the game my screen started to freak out, when suddenly it went back to normal, but there was a link to something called Cleverbot. "Hmm, I wonder what that is." I thought aloud while clicking it. "The hell is this? A chat room? Oh you talk to a bot. Now I get the name." I said to no one in particular. "Hello (y/n)." How did it know my name? 'Well now that is creepy.' I thought. "How did you know my name? You know what, on second thought I don't want to know. I do what to know your name though." I typed into the chat. "Can't you tell that it's me BEN? Haha your more stupid than I thought you were." It can't be Ben. 'And why did he use all caps on his name?' "You can't be Ben he's not as much as a dickhead as you." I was getting irritated with this bitch ass fuckface. "First, it's not Ben it's BEN get that straight, and second, I am him. And I have proof for you. A few days ago me and my family went to your cafe, and I ordered a hot chocolate with peppermint and a little cinnamon. Need any more​ proof?" Damn how did he know? It can't be Ben or BEN as he put it. And how is he talking to me? "Listen here dickhead, I don't care how you are but I think you're some prepubescent kid needs to get off the computer on a school night. Now if you'll excuse me I getting off of this dumb wedsite." I stated quite bluntly to him. I was about to click out but he sent something. "You shouldn't have done that." and then my computer started to glitch. 'The fuck?! I just saw a face but why did it looked like Link form LoZ.' I was trying to click out but I couldn't.
A hand started to come to come through the screen and it was, wet? After the hand came a head and body. "AHH! The fucking shit hell? What the shit is this? Please tell me this is a dream." I screamed at the person. " What did I tell you huh (y/n)? You should have been more careful." Really, he said I needed to be more careful? "OH so I needed to be more careful, huh? Well if I knew a Link look alike would pop out of my computer screen I would try to log off before they could come out!" I yelled at BEN in an angry tone. "You should be greatful I didn't just kill you as soon as I saw you! You know the last person to call me a Link look alike I killed him slowly and painfully, didn't you?" 'Oh so that is an insult to him good to know.' I thought with so much sarcasm I bet he could almost feel it. "Well if you don't want to be called that you shouldn't wear that. And if you don't get out of my house I will personally kill you myself." I said like in my dream and that brought back the memory. "But you can't kill a glitch. So sorry." He said with a smug grin on his face.