Love is not just a game (BEN x Male!reader)

Maybe, Just Maybe

Ugh, now that that thought is in my head, I can't get it out. What if BEN doesn't really care if I'm dead? What if the only reason he's trying to kill me, is because Slender is telling him to? The others seem to like me enough, so why is he trying to kill me? They must also be surprised that I haven't called the cops. And to be honest, I the reason I haven't is because I haven't thought about it until now. For graduating early, I'm a fucking idiot. Seriously! Why haven't I called the cops? Ugh, if I call the cops, I'm certain they are going to try to kill me. All of them. Not just BEN. Fuck. My. Life.
I was finishing up their order I walked over to their table. "Okay, here is your orders. Careful Sally, the hot chocolate is very hot. I don't want you to burn your tounge. And Jeff same with your coffee." I told the two of them. Being as nice as I could, I gave them a smile as I walked back to the counter. Giving Kelly a frown, I pulled her aside so we could talk. I can't understand why my life is so cucked up. I had an abusive father. My mother was killed my him. I killed my father. And now I'm being hunted by killers. WHAT?! THE?! FUCK?! Heaving a sigh, I started to talk to Kelly. "Kelly, what did I do wrong? What did my past life do to give me this HORSE SHIT? And now did I get so lucky to have friends like you and Jordan? What did he do before he/she died? And how good was it? How many orphans and puppies did they save?" I questioned with a desperate and pleading face. It truly didn't make sense.
She gave me a look that was a mixture of sadness and trying not to laugh."(Y/N)... I'm so sorry. You've just had it bad. But hey, like you said, you have some awesome friends." She said trying to make me feel better, and me knowing she's trying very hard, I gave a small smile and a light laugh. "Thanks. I'm glad I have friends like ya'll. And now all I need to do is make it through the day. And then the week. Then month. And year... Fuck, I was happy now I'm pissed at my self for being a peice of shit for making myself depressed. No! No I REFUSE to be anything but happy right now!" I told her, cackling and making her laugh. I gave her one last calm look before we went back to the counter and back to work. I am so going to play Battle for the True King when I get home. Maybe I'll meet some of my other online only friends. Maybe, just maybe, I'll have a normal night.

Hey everyone. I know it's been over a month, but I'm trying. The word count is 500. I would have done it sooner but it I type to fast, my computer kicks me off of what I was writing. Or out of the app. I hope you like it. I know it's taking a while to get into it, but it's for good reason. That and I can't write short stories. But I can chapter apparently... Again I'm sorry I'm so bad at updating, but I'm writing another story on a different account. If you want to check it out, I'd be very grateful. It's called Pass Time by @GhostLeviathanQueen. I hope you'll check it out.